The Red String {Sanders Sides}

I'm sorry

Hey guys, I'm so sorry, but I have lost motivation for this book,I need help with it, but can't get any ideas, but if you like analogical, and other ships, I've been helping a Wattpad friend of mine write a sandersides one shot book, there's fluff and angst, as well as smut. If I can get motivation for this book then iI will continue, but I can't. So it may be a while. A lot is going on, and my phone keeps getting taken from me because I can't get better and my parents are mad at that. I know it doesn't make sense, do i will explain it in a minute, but in ssorry it i can get help I will try and start to write aagain but until then...

Alright, so i see a councillor, and it's hard but I think it's helping. I've come to my mom about a lot of things, but I stoped. My mom started to take things from me, and get mad because I said that I shared being in my own home. She and my dad are getting mad at me, they don't trust me to not hurt my self, and yes I have in the past, but I haven't in at least 6 months. My dad has said less then 100 words to me in a week. And it hurts. I don't feel comfortable around my family, because I can't be me, I can't be max, which is my new name, they still call me by my dead name, which I will not be putting on here. I can't have ato girlfriend because they say there supportive, but there not, they won't let me be who I am. And it hurts. Not only can I not be who I am, but I'm not allowed to be sad, an I don't mean as in I can't have something happen and I don't feel happy, no I mean I'm not allowed to show my depression in my house, and my mom gets mad at me for being happy with my friends. So, I'm not doing good. I can't stand being in quarantine, because I'm stick with my happy face, and my fem body.

So I'm sorry you have to deal with this, but I can't write anymore, because I have nothing to write. So bye I guess.