Little Omega[Zianourry(mpreg)]

Authors Note

Hey guys,  I know most of you won't read this because it says authors note and I know you're looking for an update so I thought I may explain somethings..this is more for me kind of help with my writing.....so....I know I don't update my stories as often as I say. I just want to let you all know that I am sorry for that but I did want to explain why and no this is not for recognition or anything I just want to let you guys know and plus maybe it might give some insight on me as a writer and also may help some know they aren't alone. Again no pity needed no recognition just me speaking my mind. So I suffer from anxiety and depression I do have a dark past but that's all I'm saying. So in all honesty the reason why updates are slow is I feel like my writing is not good enough. It's not because you all aren't showing enough love or because its not a popular story it's just more of a self consicious thing. There are time where I'll have an entire chapter updated but then delete it and close out the update because I feel like it's not good enough. To remind you writing is my escape I love to write I honestly dont care what people say but due to what I have as soon as I get one negative thought all positivity goes out the window. My husband knows that this is my hobby and my favorite thing to do. He also knows that I get happy whenever my views go up to certain numbers. He always tells me that if they weren't good I wouldn't have this many views but no matter how good it is it's hard for me to publish sometimes. It took me forever to even get up the courage to start writing on wattpad to begin with and for my story to already be at 30,000 views still warms my heart. However when you have anxiety and depression as I'm sure a lot of you may know or know someone that feels this way it's like a constant battle. You have one side that wants to be confident and the you have the other side that says no one cares just forget about it....when that voice is loud I lose concentration and I dont post...so anyways I feel like I've rambled enough and if you made it this far thank you. Once again I do apologize [get used to it I apologize for everything kinda one of my weaknesses] but updates will be coming once I get everything together. I love you guys you're all awesome just give me time and I promise I won't discontinue to this story just due to my mind updates are just slow for now...Also if you ever need to talk or if you want support or advice feel free to send me a message...I may not know what to say but I just want you to know that in hear to listen and sometimes it just takes one to say you matter to change a moment. Anyways I love you guys be safe and remember dont be afraid to reach out and dont be afraid to respond you may not know what to say but all it takes is for you to say you matter can be enough.💜💜