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This entry is written for Jackson.

Dearest Jackson,[Forgive me]

Stupid, so you came to school today. I was happy. How's your eye now?

You know what? I think I should give up on you. If you don't really like me , liking you, the. I don't want to too. I don't want to do the things which you don't like.

"I wish I'd just die-
People who wants to live, dies.
People who wants to die, lives."

That's just how was life is.
No one can do anything about it, except God.
Jackson... Seriously, I'm so hopeless and stubborn. 6 years , 3 months , 1 day , 4hours and 27minutes , I've been loving you. Still my love is ignored. I feel useless you know, I feel 'wortless'.

I feel bad for myself, my life is like this useless pen which I'm using right now.
Argh. I'm Stupid, ugly, hopeless, my academic grades sucks, I get jealous easily,- I know you're probably thinking,"Can a useless person like this exist?"

Yes. It's me, a useless thrash.

"I hate myself so much that,

now

I realise why 'you' hate me too."

"I'm so sorry, but I love you so much."

-Alice Sienna.

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Hey guys!! This diary entry was written when the writer was having a MASSIVE MOOD SWING.
HEUHEU. Girls will get it.

Anyways , I hope you guys are doing well?❣️
Happy New month!
I wish this quarantine will go on longer, so that my Cl-10 result day will be extended XD

Uwu.
Stay AWESOME!!!
If you're a writer too, you can pm me. And we can support each other✨

Lots of love!!

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