♡ Boy With Luv『P.J.M』

28 - The Truth Untold III

In the previous chapter : 

"I'm sorry hobi ah please don't hate me, I think you should know now about Y/N," Mrs.Jung said as she gently touches his son's face.

Jhope was desperately asking his mom to tell him about Y/N. Seeing this side of Jhope makes Mrs.Jung sad and now both of them were crying.

"Your sister, she is not dead...she's alive and she is Y/N"

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Third-person POV

"Your sister, she is not dead...she's alive and she is Y/N," Mrs.Jung crying, hugging her son

" And yes I made up the story that she is dead, I left her alone when she was still a baby and I didn't know that she will  survived. I know I'm a cruel mom but I have my own reasons, Hobi ah please let me explain" She cried

" I'm sorry I should've told you earlier when you first met with Y/N but I don't know why I couldn't tell both of you, I wanted to but I'm scared that you will be upset with me and hate me, I'm sorry Hobi," Mrs.Jung said sobbing into his son's chest.

Jhope couldn't process everything that his mom told him earlier, he was speechless but then he harshly pushed away his mom who was still hugging him.

"Please tell me this is a joke right?"
"How could you do this to me and her?"

"Do you think by telling me now, I won't be feeling upset? You make more upset and hurt!!  this won't happen if you tell me earlier. I can stay away from her, slowly erases my feelings for her and slowly accept her as my sister but the damaged has done.."

"I hate you! I hate everyone! Why do I have to live like this? This is not fair I want to be happy too" He said now laying on the cold floor crying

He felt his heart shatter into even more pieces. He was heartbroken, he had never been so heartbroken in his whole life

Mrs.Jung never seen his son like this before, it was absolutely heartbreaking seeing his son like this, his bright smile and beautiful eyes were replaced with tears and frown

His sadness now turned into anger, he is now throwing and smashing everything in the room while crying out in pain, screaming and cursing. His body was shaking, he couldn't breathe he gasps try to take some air to breathe but useless and slowly his body was giving out. His body hits the floor. He faints

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Jhope's POV

My eyes fluttered open and I knew I was in my own room. Then I noticed a yellow sticky note on the table beside my bed.

" I made some porridge for you. And if you are wondering what happened, you fainted. I'm really sorry. I hope we can talk after I got back from home I will explain to you later but for now please I'm begging you to forgive me and I hope you're feeling better - love mom"

That what was written on the paper after that I crumbled the paper and threw it into the dustbin and lay back on my bed.

I was staring at the ceiling still trying to process everything but I couldn't my head hurts so much after crying a lot, but I still can handle the pain by eating painkillers but how about the pain in my heart right now? I can't take it anymore

I feel like I want to disappear from here and from them. I think that's the best I can do for me and for them.

In this way, they don't have to care about me anymore because I always feel like I'm a burden to them, whenever I was having a hard time they will always be there for me especially after I broke up with Yewon, they were there for me. I was depressed for months and bangtan helped me

I know that's what friends do but I think I am too much for them, I am more than a burden.

Then I met another angel, it was Y/N. I fall in love with her because of her personality and I was happy when she accepted me as her boyfriend. Everything went good and I thought I was going to be happy again

But luck is not on my side, this is much worse than the previous. I left her and then I found out she is actually my sister

I really can't take it anymore. I thought

Then I get up from my bed and called someone that I know that can help me.

"Hello Hyung?"

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After taking his phone and eavesdropping to their conversation, Jimin quickly went out of the house without making noises. Then he decided to stop by at the park near Jin's house

Jimin question was finally answered, he still feels bad for Jhope because he is his friend but Jimin likes Y/N first. Ever since she moved into their school and Jhope started liking her after Jimin told the group about her

But he can't blame Jhope for falling in love with Y/N, after all, it's Jimin fault for not telling the members earlier about him having a crush on Y/N but his ego and pride are too high and he doesn't want the members to tease him because once they know they won't stop.

But then one day he wanted to tell them that he has a crush on Y/N because he seriously needed help from the members on how to makes her like him back but it was too late

Because on the exact day and on the exact time Jhope told the members that he has a crush on Y/N and everyone started to teases him

Ever since she moved into his school, he got this feeling that Y/N is totally different from the girls in this school. She doesn't like attention, unlike other girls who's keep showing off their fake breast and ass in front of Jimin and the members.

And whenever Jimin saw some of the male student's talks to her, he will get jealous and at the end, he will end up beating the students and treats her rudely because of jealousy and the only reason why she is bullying and teasing her because he wants attention from her too.

Jimin is the school bad boy but he never been into any serious relationship with the girls here. He only flirts and be in relationships for fun. Back then he is not like this he looked totally the opposite to how he was now it's all because of someone. And that someone changed him into another person.

"So all this time, she still likes me?" He thought and suddenly feeling guilty for making Y/N heartbroken when he was in a fake relationship with his cousin,  Chorong. He paid her cousin to be his fake girlfriend so that he can make her jealous that's all.

Then Jimin thought that he should go apologies to her for breaking her heart but not at this moment.

He was still in a deep though when suddenly a figure was standing in front of him making him startled.

"Uhm do you mind if I sit beside you?"

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Jhope's flashback

"Yewon ah do you like this surprises? I'm sorry If I didn't hang out with you these past few days but it's because I'm busy planning on our 3 year anniversary"  Jhope said looking at his lover.

The girl didn't respond to him, she was just standing there looking at him with no emotion. Jhope noticed but he just assumed that probably she is still shocked because of the surprises so he pulled her into a hug

" Happy 3 year anniversary my everything, I love yo-"

"Let's break up" the girl coldly said trying to hold her tears

"I don't deserve someone like you so let's break up. What your friends told you before it was all true, yes I cheated on you with other men. I never like you not even a bit, I'm just using you" the girl confessed to him

End of flashback.

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Another update. Thank you for reading and stay safe everyone ❤️

jhopefully y'all enjoy this shitty chapter

Okay so this is the third times I'm rewriting this chapter first because Wattpad is being a b (I'm sorry) I was halfway writing and I don't know what happens but suddenly my draft went missing and then I decided to write back on Microsoft and once I was done I wanted to publish and guess what my laptop couldn't connect to wifi till now so I have to retype everything on my phone rip