please, don't go (all time low)

Chapter 37.

Alex's p.o.v~

It's been two while weeks and she's not awake yet, I've say by her side every second of everyday and night, ive been holding her hand, but I just realise I can't feel the ring, a year drops down, yeah I fucked up big time, then I look at all the flowers and cards and the ring is next to her, I pick it up and smile, it reminds me of the best thing I ever did, then all of a sudden someone's running there small fingers through my yet oily hair

"you really need to wash your hair" a soft weak voice says, I look up, grab the side of her face and kiss her cheek

"I'm so happy your awake, I'm so sorry for everything" I say, she looks confused

"but why are you sorry, we only just got engaged the other day, you've done nothing wrong" she says smiling but looking confused "right?" she adds, then it hits me, she doesn't remember what I've done, she doesn't remember Ashley kissing me, I don't know weather to tell her or leave it, the doctor comes in

"ah Georgia, you're awake, this is wonderful, how are you feeling?"

"my arm hurts, as does my head, but besides that I'm good" she smiles

"and what's the lat memory you've got?" he asks, me and the doctor have a lot of bonding time

"well doctor, I've just got engaged, then I must of fallen and hit my head and that's why I'm here?" the doctor shakes his head

"Georgia you've been engaged for a while Now a few months, you are in here for self harming too deep, you passed out cause you lost a lot of blood, you also hit your head on a coffee table" the doctor says, Georgia looks shocked, she sits up, as of she doesn't believe what's shes heard

"no no I wouldn't do that, I had to reason too, I've been clean for years now, no no" she says, getting upset, she grabs my hand tight

"Boo, you don't remember the night, the night where you hated me cause something happened?" I say not looking into her eyes and knowing she will just hate me again

"please tell me I didn't catch you cheating!" she says

"well Ashley was at this party and she kissed me, but you only saw the kiss and I swear-" before I could finish she's let go of my hand

"I need time alone!" she says direct to me, I get up and leave the room, five minutes later the doctor comes out

"she loves you, and she's going to be fine we'll keep her in for another two nights, and I suggest you find away to show her that you love her too, the memories coming back with the story, and she's hurting.."

"thanks doctor" I say before sitting back in my seat and planning way to make it up too her..

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