Gia Sinclair

Coming to terms

Jacob: So you slept with Edward

Gia: That was a long time ago you however kissing Bella is recent

Jacob: That was a mistake in on my part
I shouldn't have kissed her it was in the heat or the moment

Gia: I slept with Edward a few times in the past

Jacob: Let's start fresh

Gia: Start fresh?

Jacob: Like when you first moved back here

Gia: No I'm not starting fresh Jacob. I'm not going to pretend like everything is over. The pain is still there. You need to realize that no matter what I'm still going to feel that pain. It doesnt matter if we start fresh everytime we fall out you run to her and the wound keeps opening up.

Jacob: I get that

Gia: Do you, do you want to know why I came back

Jacob: Why did you come actually because everything was so much what's the word better when you were gone

Gia: I came back for you because

Jacob: Because what

Gia: I love you.... No matter how many times you break my heart it still beats for you. I'm killing myself over you hoping that you will OPEN YOUR EYES and see she doesnt love you. You dont give a damn about me!

Jacob: You know that I love you

Gia: Do I know that

Jacob: You should

Gia: How should I when you never show it Jacob.

Jacob: I do

Gia: Prove it name one god damn motherfucking time you have. You show it for a girl who doesnt give a fuck about you and you hurt the girl that loves you

Jacob: I- I

Gia: That's what I thought Jacob

Jacob: I'm losing my mind without you okay. Is that what you wanted to hear Gia

Gia: No that wasnt what I wanted to hear

Jacob: What do you want

Gia: All I want is to love and be loved that's what I want! I'm wasting my time waiting and waiting on you to wake up but you wont. I gave you love and you throw it back in my face. I waited for you for months. You like that I'm available for you. What if I stopped being available. What if I found someone who actually loved me and didnt care who saw us. Who would never hurt me like you have.

Jacob: Gia please dont leave not like last time. Not again.

Gia: You dont want me to leave prove it to me then, prove to me that you want me to stay. Show me why I shouldn't leave and never return.

Jacob took my hand and put it to his heart and it started beating fast. I looked into his thoughts and I was in it the whole time. He was replaying moments of us in his head. Our first everything. A tear came down my eye. He wiped it off my face.

Jacob: I want you to stay because I'm nothing without you. I know I dont show it but when you're gone I dont get out of bed. When I imprinted you were the only thing in my mind. Not Bella. You. You're hot, aggravating, a bitch, cold hearted at times, rude, obnoxious most of the time

Gia: I am not

Jacob: But when you're not your compassionate, sweet, my little baby. My everything wrapped in a fun sized package.

Gia: shut up

Jacob: You're mine. Bella is well Bella and you're mine. Cullen can have her as long as I have you

Gia: You're so corny

Jacob: You werent complaining when I

Gia: Jake stop.....

He kissed my cheek. Even turned me around and brought his lips to mine. I reacted so fast to him. Did I expect to be  making out on Emily's couch? No. Did I expect her yelling when she gets here? Yes.

Emily: Sam you owe me 30$

Gia: it's not what it looks like

Paul: Really because it looks like you and Jacob were about to make pups

Gia: No not by a long shot

Paul: Mhmm remember when you do name one of them after me

Jacob: Stop guys..... Paul not by a long shot

Leah: Glad to see you two made up Jacob's been a big cry baby

Embry: Where is Gia

Quil: Should I call her

Embry: Why isnt she answering my calls

Paul: I know I fucked up but can she at least answer a phone call

Quil: Maybe I should look for her

Paul: Maybe I can find her by looking in her favorite places

Quil: What if she's hurt

Leah: Will Bella leave me alone right now. Cant she see that I'm busy looking for Gia

Paul: Bella needs to shut up about Gia. She doesnt even know Gia like that and she keeps going on and on. Can someone pacifier her she's getting on my nerves.

Jared: I hope Gia is okay

Seth: Please let her be okay

Embry: I wonder if she thinks about me like I think about her

Seth: Do you think if she returns she'll like the ring I got her

Everyone got quiet. Seth put his hand over his mouth. Completely silent. What ring? I turned to Jacob but he was in his place not bothering to move. He was glaring at Seth.

Sam: Seth run

Gia: No dont run. What's going on?

Seth: Jacob got you a promise ring to promise his loyalty to you. Then Bella saw it and assumed it was for her and she didnt see the engraved part saying 'I love you Gia'. When Jacob asked why she was wearing the ring he said it was for Gia and Bella went ballistic. Sprouting out all types of nonsense.

My facial expression went from happy to angry. She's wearing my ring. She thinks its hers. I felt arms wrap around me he whispered in my ear.

Jacob: She can have it I got a better one

Seth: You got two made

Jacob: Yes I did the one I have isnt a decoy

Gia: You planned for her to take it

Jacob: Yeah what hers says is 'No hard feelings'

Gia: You're an ass hole Jacob

Jacob: Not really no

He put the ring on my ring finger. He kissed me and I wrapped my arms his neck.

Jacob: I love you

Gia: I love you too