ƒσя¢є∂ ℓσνє (𝓚𝔂𝓸𝔂𝓪 𝓧 𝓡𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓻)

chapter 13 - fears (3)

3rd Person View
A bit of conflict happend between the host club and it's hosts how are they gonna resolve this matter?

Kyoya's POV

I looked around the room and saw a certain chinese girl was moping on the table talking to her twin brother "come on quit moping boss" Hikaru told Tamaki as he moped as well "you shouldn't have picked a fight with her in the first place" Kaoru added "It was bound to happen" Lia said making us look at her as she lifted her head up to look at the twins "Haruhi won't know what she did wrong if we keep babying her, she needs to realize her fault" She said firmly to them "really? Like how you're one with a fault yourself?" I said making the room go silent "oh" They all said as Lia looked away again and layed her head back on the table

The room went silent again as Haruhi came through the door in a dress taking everyone's gaze and the room filled with talk once again, I approached the group taking glances at Lia as she continued to hide her face in her arms 'if you told me about it sooner, I wouldn't have to be angry at you like this' I thought as everyone settled down to eat

Lia's POV

I sighed as the plate of crabs were in front of us and no one was eating which I didn't mind since I was starving and sad "I'll eat first" I said opening the crab legs slowly making everyone look at me as I ate in silent "what?" I asked as my hair hid my eyes "first time seeing someone eat?" I asked them as they looked at different places and left me to eat in peace, sooner Haruhi started to eat too and ate them continuously

As Tamaki looked at her in concern "that's a bit too much Haruhi" He said as Haruhi gave a cocky reply "sorry? I thought you weren't talking to me" She said as it hit Tamaki "fine I get it, you refuse to admit that you were wrong, whatever see if I care I'll be going to bed" He said walking away "Kyoya, show me to my-" He was about to ask Kyoya as I interfered "I-I'll take you!" I said wiping my mouth and stood up as I ran over to Tamaki's surprosed face "okay then, lead the way" He told me as we walked out of the dining hall

I sighed as we continued to walk down the long hall "so, he's not talking to you either?" He asked me as I looked at him and nodded feeling my tears form again "I-I just...I wanted to tell him, but he doesn't wanna hear me out" I told him as the tears fell "I guess in his state he would've thought it was all an excuse to defend myself" I said feeling my legs tremble from the anxiety and sadness causing me to almost fall good thing Tamaki catched me

"what's really going on Lia? Who are you?" He asked me as I looked at him with wide eyes "I-I...I'm Li Hua Zhang, the mulan of the Zhang family, a kung fu master in china beside my brother, my father told me to hide my whole kung fu personality as it's not lady-like" I said as more tears fell down "I..Didn't want anyone to find out, it's so unlady-like of me! And I'm supposed to be the older sister figure!" I said as Tamaki hugged me "such a strong front for someone to hold it in for years" He said wiping away my tears "don't cry okay? The host club accepts you just the way you are, so be yourself" He said as he stood up and helping me up as well

"Don't worry, he'll warm up to you soon, okay?" He reassured me making me smile "you're right, and I'm sure Haruhi will learn her lesson soon enough okay?" I said as he smiled back at me "seems to me we both have the same situation ey?" He said making me laugh a bit "I guess so" I said in between laughs as we looked for his room

Kyoya's POV

I looked at the both of them as they hugged and walked down the hallway 'I'm glad you learned your lesson but, I wish you told me that sooner' I thought as I saw them laugh in the distance making me feel a bit... Weird 'I was worried about this' I thought as the two were out of sight

~Time Skip~

Lia's POV

I said goodnight to Tamaki as we found his room after 30 minutes of walking "oh geez, I miss being in our old mansion, it's just like this" I said as my cellphone was vibrating "yes?" I answered as it was Liu "yes, okay, thanks Liu I'll find my room in no time" I said as I went straight to my room "so it seems as my room is just near Tamaki's" I said as I went to my room and took a shower then planned to go to the kitchen to find some water I sighed heading out the door with a towel and closing the door behind me as I heard another door close "huh? Oh Tamaki" I said

"Oh Lia, where are you goin at this hour?" He asked me "kitchen, was going to get some water" I told him as he walked up to me "by the way do you have any lotion?" He asked as I shook my head "no sorry" I told him as he nodded "well, then let's go together, I'll be heading to Kyoya's room to ask for some" He suggested making me nod at him as I fixed my towel in the form of a scarf that would hide my mouth

"Say, Lia why do you always hide your mouth?" He asked me "well I..." I trailed off "I honestly fear what others say of my true expression, so I hide it" I said sighing "and unfortunately I lost a person I could entrust my real expressions to" I said getting sad again "h-hey, it's gonna be fine, we're in Kyoya's hallway now, why don't we peek to see which room is his?" He told me as I nodded and headed to a certain door as he did the same

I peeked in and saw Kyoya's topless torso making me blush "oh he-" I was about to tell Tamaki when I saw Haruhi was there and Kyoya pulled her to the bed with him on top of her making me gasp in pain and back away "hm? Lia?" Tamaki asked "I-I..." I trailed off debating on telling him what I saw "..He...He's in there" I said as I stood up and ran away crying "eh? Lia!" Tamaki shouted as I already was far in the distance

And stopped when I reached another living room "my feet...my eyes...my heart...they all feel so numb" I said as I turned down the lights and walked to a chair that was facing the window 'the sky seems to feel what I feel' I thought as I put my towel on top of my head and just crunched in the seat 'it hurts mother! It hurts so much! I want this to end' I thought as I looked at the thunder and lightning form "you feel me too, don't you mom?" I said closing my eyes as I felt a bit sleepy "I...I'm hurt.." I mumbled as I drifted off to sleep

Kyoya's POV

'Strange' I thought 'the 3rd living room lights are off?' I thought as I approached the room and was about to open the lights when I saw a figure move "who?" I called out as I got no response "hello?" I asked again as I got closer and saw that it was Lia curled up in a ball "Lia?" I said as she groaned "mmph, h....hurts" She said shifting 'ah she's asleep' I thought as I put the lights on mid-low and closed the curtains in front of her and turned to look at her and saw tears running down her cheek

"K-Kyoya...I'm sorry..d-don't leave me.." She said as more tears ran down making my eyes go wide as I wiped her tears away "so you saw?" I asked her not really waiting for an answer as I stood up and carried her in my arms "I swear, you should really confront me about these things" I said taking her to her bedroom and tucking her in and stopped a bit to look at her "you've been hiding your true feelings for a long time and I kind of damaged your trust in me" I said as I got closer to her face "I'll do anything to gain it back, so wait for me" I said as I kissed her lips and stood up to walk out the door

I was about to open the door as I looked back at her once more and smiled "I guess I've fallen in too deep" I said as Lia shifted a bit aggressively 'a nightmare?' I thought as I removed my hand from the door and sat at a chair that was beside her bed "I'll stay here for you" I said as I held her hand calming her down making me smile and kiss her hand "I love you, Li Hua Zhang"

(*note: picture not mine)