𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐃 - 𝖩.𝖩𝖪

•Chapter 8•

"So, how was tutoring that kid?" Dahyun asked.

It was a brisk, cold autumn morning as me and Dahyun walked our route to school. The leaves were no longer green, but instead in shades of red and orange as they fell gracefully to the ground.

I always liked autumn. Not for Halloween, or going back to school, but simply for the beauty the season held. The misty, grey skies and colourful trees that seemed to be on fire, I loved it all.

I soon turned to face Dahyun who was looking at me with a concerned face.

"Hello? (Y/N)? Did you hear me?"

I shook my head out of my thoughts when I realized that she was trying to talk to me.

"Huh? What did you say?" I asked. "Sorry, I started daydreaming again."

Dahyun sighed. "What I said was, how was tutoring that kid?"

I cringed at the thought of Jungkook. Just imagining that idiot brought back the events of what happened yesterday, and how awkward the tutor session was to the both of us. Really, these teachers weren't just punishing me, but Jungkook as well. This poor kid didn't even do anything.

But I don't feel bad for him. I still hate him with all my life.

I cleared my throat and finally answered Dahyun's question.

"It was the worst experience I ever had in my whole damn life," I declared. "And I want to murder those teachers."

Dahyun laughed. "Well, that's what you get for beating someone up. What did you expect?"

"Hey, you should be grateful that you have me! I fucking stood up for you!" I exclaimed.

"I am grateful, (Y/N)~! It's just that you never seem to think about the consequences of your actions!"

There Dahyun goes again, acting like my mother and scolding me for the things I did. She always had this intention of being my second mother, not literally, but you get the idea.

But it was true about what she said. About me 'not knowing the consequences of my actions' thing. It was the cold truth, that I never wanted to believe up until now, when I finally realized what her words meant.

It was the reason why I got into so much trouble at school, because I never thought twice about the stuff I did. The punches I thrown, the people I beat up, it was all because of me not thinking about what would happen afterwards. I didn't think about what would happen to me after I beat up Nayeon, I only thought about what she did to Dahyun. Nothing else mattered to me. My mind was just a blur of toxic emotions.

I was a strange person.

"I don't want you getting yourself into anymore trouble! I know what Nayeon did was wrong, but you gotta keep yourself together, (Y/N)!" Dahyun whined.

"I know, I know! I'm not a good person, okay!" I exclaimed. "But Nayeon did deserve all of that shit!"

Dahyun sighed. "When will you learn, that your actions have consequences?"

I shrugged. I didn't know, to be honest, and probably never will. I was probably gonna end up being like that for the rest of my life. Just an angry person who lets all her anger out on other kids for no absolute reason.

"I don't know, Dahyun! Now stop being my mom and let's just get to school already!"

꧁~~~꧂

It was the end of the first half of the day, and the school hallway was crowded as always. I was putting my stuff away in my locker and getting ready to head to the chaotic cafeteria, when I once again saw Dahyun.