Chapter: 9

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Angels P.O.V

I Went Back To My Room To Get Cleaned Up. I Hated Cutting Myself, But It Was Just So Satisfying. It Took My Mind Of Of All The Pain I Was Going Through Mentally, And Made Me Focus On My Physical Pain. I Think The First Time I Cut Was When My Father Found Out I Was Gay. {Flashback Brought To You By Details}  

"*Knock Knock*  A-Alex?" "Come In."  I Walked Into My Older Brothers Room Looking Like I Just Hid A Body. "Hey Ang-Angel? Are You Okay?" I Nodded And Said That I'll Be Right Back. I Came Back In With Molly And We All Sat Down. "What's Up Angie?" "Uh, W-We Need To Talk." I Looked Down At The Floor As I Crossed My Bottom Set Of Arms While Holding The Back Of My Neck With The Top Left One. I Started Re-Thinking If I Should Tell Them. "I-I Think I'm...Ya Know What, Never Mind." I Got Up And Went To Leave. "Ya Sure?" My Brother Grabbed My Wrist And I Nodded. He Let Go And I Left. "Whatever, They're Not Gonna Accept Ya." I Felt Like Someone Was Following Me But I Left It Alone. I Turned Around To Go Tell Them But Quickly Turned Back Around. "Your Fucking Gay, They Wont Accept You, You Can Just Keep It A Secret, T-They Don't Need Ta Know." I Felt A Hand Wrap Around My Neck. I Was Picked Up And Thrown. It Was My    Da-Father. I Had No Clue What I Did. He Proceeded To Kick My Stomach Over And Over Again. I Was In Pain, But Was Still Trying To Comprehend What Was Happening. "YOU FUCKING FAG!" He Continued To Kick Me. Apparently My Siblings Saw What Was Happening And Tried To Help Me, But He Punched Both Of Them And They Flew Backward. I Blacked Out After That. When I Woke Up, I Was Curled Up In A Ball, Crying. I Didn't Hurt At All But I Had All Kinds Of Thoughts Running Through My Head. Alex And Molly Were In The Same Room As Me Making Sure I Was Okay And Making Sure Our Father Didn't Come In. After I Collected Myself, They Made Sure I Was Okay And Left. I Ended Up Sitting On MY Bed Balling My Eyes Out Saying That I Shouldn't Be Alive. Soon Enough There Was Blood Streaming From My Wrists. It Was So Much I Felt Dizzy Only A Few Minutes After. {End Of Flashback}

I Haven't Cut So Deep Anytime After That. But Today Was Different. I Ended Up Cutting Even Deeper Then That. I Went To The Bathroom And Washed My Hands, But It Wouldn't Stop Bleeding. I Ran Cold Water On My Wrists But It Didn't Stop. I Started Feeling Dizzy So I Turned The Water Off And Wrapped Wrist In Some Gauze And Sat On My Bed. I Looked To My Right And Saw The Knife. It Was A Butterfly Knife,(The Kind You Do Flippy Doo Tricks With) So I Picked It Up And Played With It For A Second To Get My Mind Off Everything That Just Happened. It Was Like 7:00, So I Went To Sleep Early. {After Sleep}  Charlie Came In And Woke Me Up. I Took A Quick Shower And Soon Enough We Were About To Leave. I Got On My New Hoodie And Waited Downstairs. I Was Listening To Music And Waiting In The Lobby When Someone Tapped My Shoulder. I Looked Over And It Was Alastor. I Pulled My Headphones Down And Looked At Him. "Are You Okay?" I Looked Down At My Wrist, Looked Back Up, Smiled And Nodded. I Mouthed Another 'Thanks', As I Pulled My Headphones Back Up. Soon Enough We Got Back To Our Hotel, And I Called My Sister. We Were On A Video Chat, So When I Waved She Saw My Wrist, Which Was Still Wrapped Up. "Angie What Happened To Your Arm?" I Looked At Her Confused And Then I Remembered What Happened. "O-Oh! T-That, Um, Yeah, My Arm Got Caught O-On A Branch When I Was On A Walk The Other Day." "Oh, Okay." We Talked For A Bit Then I Told Her That I Was Gonna Go Outside And Draw For A Bit. We Said Our Goodbyes And Hung Up. I Went To My Room To Get My Sketch Book. I Was In The Hallway When I Heard Someone Singing. I Love Music, So Of Course I Followed The Beautiful Sound. I Ended Up At The End Of The Hallway Were The Stairs Were, Which Was Weird Because Al Was The Only Person With A Room Down Here. I Edged Closer And Closer To The Door. He Was In Fact The One Singing. But Something Was Different. He Voice Seemed, Human Like. I Mean, He Sung Like A Normal Demon. I Sat On The Couch Next To His Room And Listened To His Singing While I Drew. I Don't Think I've Heard The Song Before, But I Could Tell It Was A Song By Frank Sinatra. He Stopped Singing, But I Just Sat There And Kept Drawing. The Door Opened And Out Came The "Famous" Radio Demon. "Oh! A-Angel, May I A-Ask Why You Are Sitting There?" I Could Tell He Was Super Embarrassed. "Oh, Well I Heard Someone Singing And Followed Were It Was Coming From, And I Ended Up At Your Room, So I Sat Here And Drew While Listening To You Sing." "O-Oh, I Uh-" "Oh Shut Up, It Was Good." I Got Up And Walked To My Room. "Thanks For The Show." I Opened My Door And Went Inside. I Started Listening To Music When Fly Me To The Moon Came On. I Haven't Heard The Song In About A Year, Then I Remembered I Had A Performance At Mimzy's Bar. Just Then I Heard The Front Hotel Door Open. "Charlie, I Have Some Business To Attend, I'll Be Back In A Few Hours." Then The Door Close. I Got Up And Changed Into A Cute Outfit And Did My Makeup. It Was About 2 Minutes Before I Had To Be At The Bar, So I Ran Out Quickly. "Bye Charlie, I'm Goin' Ta Hang With A Frienda Mine." I Closed The Door Before She Could Respond. I Went Through The Back Door And Was Greeted Bye Mimzy. "Angel There You Are. Your Late." "I Know, I Know, And I'm Very Sorry." I Looked Around And Saw My Friends Skylar And Riah. "It's Okay, But Hurry, The First Contestant Went Up Already." I Nodded And Walked Away. The Performance I Was Doing Was A Contest. Ya See, Mimzy Usually Does These Singing Contest Things, Basically A Buncha Demons Come And Watch Other Demons Preform, And Then They Vote On Who They Think Was The Best, And The Demon With The Most Votes Won The Prize. Me, Skylar And Riah Went And Sat In The Seats Meant For The Contestants. "And Next, Hell's Most Feared, Alastor LeBlanc!" A Buncha People Cheered As Al Came On Stage. Skylar And Riah Started Freaking Out. "OMG! I Can't Believe He's Actually Here!" They Both Kept Squealing Until Mimzy Shushed Them. "Hey Angel, You Don't Mind Id I Vote For Alastor Do You?" "Yeah Do You?" They Looked At Me With Pure Love Struck Eyes. I Could Tell They Thought He Was "So Hot~" I Felt Tears Well Up In My Eyes, But I Hid It. "N-No I Don't Mind." "Yay! Thanks Angel!" "Yeah Thanks!" They Filled Out There Votes And Put 'Em In The Box. They Started Talking About Confessing To Him, Until Skylar's Eyes Lit Up. "Riah, I Think I'm Gonna Tell Him And Ask Him Out." "What! Omg You Totally Should." "I'll Do It After My Turn." Some Other Demon That Alastor Seemed To Know, I Think It's That Miachel Kid, That Went After Alastor, And I Went After Them. I Ran On Stage And Started Singing. Some Demons Were Cat Calling Me, But It Was Normal. "Fly Me To The Moon And Let Me Play Among The Stars~ Let Me See What Spring Is Like On Jupiter And Mars~" I Absolutely Loved This Song. It's Been A Part Of Me Since I Was Four. I Ended The Song With A Small Hair Flick, Everybody Loved It. Oh The Things People Fall For. After Me Was Skylar. I Decided To Stay Backstage. She Eventually Finished And Came Running Backstage. She Saw Alastor And Ran Up To Him. He Was Relativity Close To Me, So I Was Able To Hear Everything That Was Said. "Hey~" She Stood Next To Him Twirling Her Hair. "I'm Skylar, Skylar Higgens. I Wanted To Know If You Would Like To Go Out Sometime?" She Was Swaying Her Hips To Look "Seductive". "Well, Although You Are Quite A Beautiful Woman, I'm Not Attracted To Females." My Jaw Dropped. I Knew He Was Gonna Reject Her, But I Didn't Know It Was Because He Was Gay! "Wait, The Radio Demon Is Gay?" She Looked Disgusted. "Why Yes, And If There's A Problem With That, Then You Have No Reason To Be Around Me. She Scoffed And Walked Away. I Walked Up To Him And Stood Behind Him. "*Cough Cough*" "Oh Angel! May I Ask What You Are Doing Here?" I Crossed My Top Set Of Arms While I Put The Bottom Set On My Hips. "I'm Here For The Contest, But I Have A Question For You." He Nods As A Signal To Continue. "Your. GAY!" I Threw My Top Set If Arms In The Air As I Put Emphasis On Gay . "Of Course Not, Now Were Did You Hear Such Nonsense?" "You Just Rejected Skylar Saying You Were Gay!" He Looked Nervous Ans Tried Walking Way. "Ugh Fine I'm-" "Can I Please Have All The Contestants On Stage?" He Ran Out To The Stage And I Followed Him Out There. "Alright Everybody! Get Settled, We Are About To Announce The Winners!" Mimzy Walked Onto The Stage With An Envelope. The Other Demon Ran Off As She Came To The Mic. "We Had Some Beautiful Performances Today, But We Have Our Winner Based On The Votes From All Of Y'all. So I Am Proud To Announce..." She Opened The Envelope And Pulled Out A Card. "A Tie." I Felt Myself Tense Up So Much. I Really Hoped I Was On Of The Two. "And Our Winners Are..."

HAHA! You Don't Get To Know! Although I'm Pretty Sure At Least One Of You Know. But Anyways, I'm Gonna Get Going Now. Hope Y'all Enjoyed, BAI MY LITTLE WOLFIES!             


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