Second chances

Chapter 1

"That's bullshit! Fucking Bullshit!"

"Calm down. It isn't as bad as you think right now. You'll probably even have a good time and you can learn to-"
"That's bullshit!", I turn around and run out of the living room up the stairs to my bedroom. Slamming my door I feel tears falling down my cheeks.

My parents are sending me to a boarding school. Of course one far away from my home. They seem to want me as far away from them as possible. But the worst is that they're sending me to a school for problematic teens. Whatever that means...

Am I a problematic teen?
Probably...

But I still feel like they just don't want me. They never loved me like they love my brothers. Maybe they're happy to finally be able to get rid of me.
I lay down on my bed and put my headphones in.
What's better than crying while hearing sad music?
Right nothing.

I know my parents won't change their mind. There's nothing I can do. Maybe it's better this way. Living with my parents isn't nice anymore. When I was young I was happy but getting older I felt like I'm unwanted. A disappointment.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

A month later...

I close my suitcase and get up to check my room a last time. My closet is close to empty and nothing is hanging on the walls or standing on my dressers. I've never been someone with a lot of pictures or generally stuff in my room but it's never been this empty in here.

"Olivia hurry up we're already pretty late!", I hear my mother shout from downstairs. Without looking back I take my suitcase and  backpack and leave my room.

"It was about time...", I hear my mum saying as I come into the living room but ignore it. "Let me take your suitcase.", my dad says taking my suitcase to put it in the car. A lot of my stuff has already been send to my boarding school that's why I only have one suitcase.

I follow my parents out of the house I lived in since I was born. To be honest I never liked it but it is or was my home.

My younger brother is also coming with us but he's already sitting in the car seeming pretty uninterested. I have to admit I would be annoyed as well if I had to drive a few hours just to bring me to the airport. He could just stay at home in my opinion. My dad puts the suitcase in the car and than walks to the driver's side. My brother is sitting on the passenger seat.

"Are you coming?", my mum is also sitting in the car looking at me with raised eyebrows. I didn't realised we are already ready to go.

Without answering her I take my seat in the back of the car and put in my headphones.

I'm not talking with my parents since they told me they're sending me to a boarding school.

Childish?
Hell yeah. But I don't give a fuck.

After what felt like hours of my family seeming completely fine with driving me to the airport and me listening to music we finally arrived.

Surprisingly my parents let me fly alone. I mean if I was them I wouldn't trust myself. Why? Well it's a long story but there are reasons that I have to go to this special boarding school.

My father with my suitcase and my brother and mother are walking in front of me. Seems like they can't wait to get rid of me. Big thanks to them duhhh.

After giving up my suitcase we walk to the security check where we will separate. I'm being honest I don't have a clue what to say. Maybe something like thanks for getting rid of me. Wait I could thank them for making me feel like a disappointment.
Before I could say something like than my mom is already hugging me.

"We love you so much Olivia. Have a wonderful time and call us when you arrived." Is she joking?!
They love me? Don't think so. Have a wonderful time. Is she kidding me. They're sending me to a boarding school for problematic teens. Seriously a wonderful time duhh.

I only nod not wanting to break my not talking thing. My brother and my dad also hug me saying stuff about missing me that I know aren't true. Without waiting to long I wave them and turn around to face a new episode in my life.

Authors note:
I've never wrote a book before so be nice.
The following chapters are btw going to be much longer but I have to start somewhere.
Thanks for reading btw. ❤️