Broken

Fear and Happiness

!Warning! Attempted rape, 0-0 smut,  don't like it don't read it 😂😅

Hinatas pov

After leaving the bathroom I cautiously returned to my room and peered in. it was empty. The lights turned off. Kuroo had obviously left, I frowned as a twinge of disappointment appeared in my chest, shaking my head I walked in and got changed before heading for dinner. This was going to be fun, I thought dully putting on my happy go lucky act as I reached the double doors to the mess hall, I could already hear the loud ruckus and groaned inwardly before opening the doors and skipping in "Morning sleepyhead" "Hi Hinata" "Hey!!" I grinned sheepishly and returned their greetings as I grabbed some food and scanned around for a seat, I froze with that stupid to big smile on my face as I met the gaze of Kuroo, he patted the seat near him, he had a look of concern in his eyes "Sho!! Over here!!" Noya yelled from his seat waving his arms "Thanks Nishiya senpai!" I said as I walked over and sat down "No problem!" He grinned back before turning and continuing to talk to Asahi "Aren't you hungry Hinata? You've been asleep all day" Yamaguchi asked "Eh? Ah no! Im starved!" I started shovelling food until the plate was empty and got seconds just to make sure, but ten minutes later I was quickly regretting it "I'll be right back, need to go to the bathroom" I said to Noya before quickly racing towards the bathroom, once in a cubicle I proceeded to vomit up everything I had eaten. Typical. The one time I get to eat I go overboard and make myself throw up. after finishing I walked out of the cubicle and smacked right into someones chest, rubbing my forehead I looked up to meet the eyes of Lev "ah Lev! Sorry bout that!" I smiled at him and tried to walk past but he blocked me "Umm...?" I looked at him again and noticed he had a strange look in his eyes

"Lev what are you- hey!" he had pushed me back into the cubicle and closed the door behind him "What are you doing..!" I turned to glare at him then trailed away, he was breathing a little heavily and he still had that strange look on his face, he slowly walked over until my back was pressed against the wall and he was towering over me "L-Lev?" I said nervously as his hand touched my cheek "Sorry Hinata" I heard him whisper "sorry? What are you sorry for-" Suddenly he kissed me, I tried to push him off but he grabbed my hands and pinned them to the wall before kissing me again
"Nnnhg- !!" I tried to say something then froze as I felt his tongue slip inside. My thoughts where going wild as I struggled. It feels disgusting. Stop it. I'm scared. Stop it. Why are you doing this. Stop it. I hate this. Stop it. Someone. Stop it. Please. Stop it. Help me. Stop it. It feels disgusting. Stop it- I felt myself completely freeze as a finger slipped inside THERE. I tried to scream as he began to move it but he just clamped his lips on mine. Before adding another two more fingers. STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP ITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPIT- suddenly my hands where released and I slid to the ground my gaze blank.