Broken

Lost

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Guyyyysssssss tysm for 395 readsss ;^; this is my first ever fanfic so tytytytytytytytytytytytytyty qwq you all are amazing <3
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Hinata's pov

I pursed my lips then stood up and slowly walked over to him before tentatively sitting down on his lap, my face was hot -as was my lower body- as I blushed, I waited for him to do something but he didn't, I waited a bit more before relaxing slightly but suddenly my lower area throbbed making me squeak, Kuroo's chin leant on my shoulder as he peered over it "Why are you hard" (XDDD) I flushed

"c-cause you were t-touching me earlier..." I mumbled trying to hide the obvious bump  with my hands but Kuroo reached around with one of his hands and grabbed mine while his other hand touched the bump lightly "d-don't.." I squirmed a little "okay then" he withdrew his hands, I whined "could it be you don't actually want me to stop hmm?" I looked down blushing madly "I see" I could hear the smirk in his voice as his hands came back around, this time one of them pulled my pants down while the other went into my shirt, I yelped as the air hit my dripping member "what a lewd body, already so wet" he murmured in my ear as he twisted and pulled my nipple making me gasp. His other hand seemed to tease me as he just lightly touched it, never fully touching. I whined again as I panted "s-stop teasing" but he ignored me, I had a idea, if he was going to tease then I would just have to tease him back. I could feel his hardness poking me so I shifted a but until I was sitting on it then I started to grind on him, he stopped what he was doing, his breath heavy in my ear as I continued "nnngh Hinata.." I grinned cheekily as a another idea popped into my head, but it was so embarrassing... I cleared those thoughts and just decided to do it. It'll make Kuroo happy. I got off his lap grabbed his hand and led him over to the bed where I told him to sit down, I sat between his legs and took a deep breath "Hinata what are you-" he stopped as I unbuckled his pants to reveal his hard member, I gulped, it was big (Bruhhh XD) I tentatively put both my hands around it, Kuroo grunted a little bit as I slowly leaned forward and licked the tip, I glanced up at him as I continued to lick it and saw that his eyes were half lidded in pleasure. Feeling slightly bolder I swept my tongue downwards before slowly wrapping my mouth around it, he hummed in satisfaction. I could barely fit it in my mouth but I pushed onward (XD okay ill stop) inside my mouth my tongue flicked over and around it as I started sucking, Kuroo's hands tangled in my hair as his breath became heavier and he had a slight red tinge to his face, cute. I thought before going a bit faster, my cheeks where hollowed as I sucked and licked. I started to bob my head forward enticing a sound from Kuroo, my jaw started to hurt as I sped up, not quite managing to go to all the way to the base. which was annoying "ngh Hinata wait- ugh- coming-" I had a split second warning before he shoved my head forward making me gag as I went all the way to the base, it twitched giving me a slight warning right before hot liquid poured out, I struggled to not choke as it filled my mouth. Not wanting to spill it I swallowed, Kuroo pushed my head away and it slid out of my mouth with a small popping sound "sorry I- wait did you swallow it?" I swallowed the last bits and grinned cheekily  "yep!" He looked a little shocked before he ruffled my hair "c'mon lets get cleaned up before someone comes looking for us" I stood up then stopped as I felt something sticky on my legs "ummmm..." I flushed and pulled my shirt down to hide it, Kuroo noticed and smirked "but first, a shower" I nodded sheepishly, dying of embarrassment inside.

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"I noticed before but why do you always wear long sleeved shirts?" We had just finished practice for the day and everybody was lazing around eating watermelon, I was sitting next to Tanaka, Yamaguchi, Tsukki, Kageyama and Noya when Tsukki abruptly asked me "Ah- um... Well- I just like to wear them? Ahaha" I laughed nervously "Hmmm? Don't tell me you have some type of tattoo or something that your hiding?" Tanaka said mischievously "ooo! show us!" Noya said excitedly "Eh?! Ah wait! Theres nothing to show! don't-" Noya grabbed my sleeves and yanked them up, laughing, before falling back with a gasp, Everybody suddenly went quiet as they looked over, I quickly pulled my sleeves back down and stood up, everybody was staring at me, shock evident in their eyes as Noya stammered "H-Hinata were did you get those?" I felt sick, I was trembling and my panicked gaze flicked around as everybody slowly stood up

(Kinda like this but their outside and he's got long sleeves)
"answer him Hinata, where did you get those scars?" I flinched as Daichi took a step forward. I can't do this. I feel sick. They'll hate me. I'll be kicked out. I hate this. I don't want to be along again. That last thought kept repeating throughout my head as I looked up and met the gaze of Kuroo. I whipped around and bolted, hearing shouting I ran faster and faster. Not caring where I ended up. Everything around me was a blur, all I could hear was my ragged gasping and pounding heart, my head repeating the same words over and over. Suddenly something hit my foot and I tripped, I hit the ground hard and skidded a bit before coming to a stop. Tears blurred my vision as I slowly sat up and looked around, there was tall dark tree's all around me and I could feel a stinging pain in my ankle and knee's. looking down I saw that my knee's where scratched and bleeding, I tried to move my ankle but white hot pain flared through it, making me cry out. It was broken. Tears overflowed as I realised I was hurt and lost (this is in the woods that surround the training camp btw) and no one was probably coming to rescue me, I curled up into a ball and sobbed. After awhile it started to rain, freezing stinging rain. It soaked me to the skin and I could feel my body heat drop as I started to shiver, I felt bile rising in my mouth right before I vomited. Huh. That weird. Im not cold anymore. In fact It felt like I was burning up. Sweat dripped into my eyes as the pain from my ankle and sick feeling intensified, I shut my eyes then suddenly a cool hand touched my forehead "poor Sho, you've got a fever" "poor Sho!" "There there Sho" My eyes shot open as the gentle voices filled my ears "M-Mum D-Dad Sis..?" I stared at the three people that were sitting in front of me, my mum smiled gently as fresh tears spilled out of my eyes "Hushh i'm here, i'm here..." I was sobbing as she put my head on her warm lap and started to hum a familiar lilting melody as my little sister hugged me and my dad patted my hair, I sobbed harder. I hadn't heard these voices in years. I hadn't seen or felt these warm hands and smiling faces in years. Suddenly the careful mask that I had created cracked. revealing the real me underneath. This me felt nothing, this me didn't smile or laugh, and this was the me that wished I had never survived that crash. I looked up at their smiling loving faces with tear stained eyes as they opened their mouths and said something, but I couldn't hear anything, the world flickered once then twice before blackness swamped my vision and then, Nothing.

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that last part hit me right in the feels ;-;

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