voices. • the third book in the mute. series • muke au

police.

OH MY FUCKING GOD THE PICTURE.

IS THIS TRUE

HES SO FUCKING INNOCENT

FUCK

IM DEAD

I LOVE HIM EVEN MORE NOW

mikey is still number 1 tho...

hugz and tickles

( oh and holy shit some peoples commented that my story should be publish over freaking AFTER! AFTER IS AMAZING AND THEY LIKE THIS BETTER I LEGIT CRIED OHMYGOD ITS HAPPENING AGAIN ILY ALL SOSOSOSOOOO MUCH )

-carlee

Luke.

It's almost been a week since Calum did...it. It had been a week, still trapped in this house. April was clueless to what was happening, I hadn't really talked since it happened. I mostly stayed in the bathroom. I did what I used to, I stayed silent and hoped he would overlook me while I sat on the cool tile and cut.

It was exactly how it used to be before I met Michael. I felt like I was drowning, with a crowd of people watching and no one even stopping to help. They just stand their, pointing and laughing at my struggles.

I was slowly suffocating, and I had no one.

Michael never called, he promised, he left me here. I was completely alone and broken. I couldn't speak, I tried so many times but I just couldn't...I felt weak and worthless. I don't even deserve to utter a word, not to my daughter not to Calum. No one.

I am silent.

I am mute.

"Hey babe, I just put April down." I sudden voice comes from the other side of the door. I wipe away my tears with my sleeve. Pulling it down, the fabric soaking up the blood. It felt sticky and uncomfortable, but I just wanted to sleep.

I walk out and past Calum to April's room. She already seems to be asleep, I gently kiss her head and walk out, going back to the other bedroom.

"Hey babe." Calum says, getting way to close to me. His hand goes to caress my cheek and I flinch away. It doesn't stop him though. He continues, kissing me even as I don't kiss back. He licks and nips at my neck while I hold back tears.

He doesn't even take off all of my clothes, or his. He only removes his pants, and just pulling mine down. It was sickening. All he wanted was sex, not love. It was disgusting. Michael always made sure I was okay, always made sure I was comfortable. He always told me he loved me.

Michael didn't even have to say it, he showed me. In every way, every kiss was full of love, every touch, everything he ever did.

I cried into my pillow as Calum continued roughly meet his hips with mine. I cried because it hurt, I cried because it wasn't Michael.

I cried because in that moment, I truly wanted to die.

~

"Daddy? When is Fairy coming? He said soon...but it's been so long." she frowned.

My eyes began to form tears again, I just shook my head and walked out. I felt like I was suffocating, again. I ran out of the house, sitting on the steps. I gulped down the cool air. I felt a little better, but not really.

I buried my face into my hands as I hear the door slam closed, making me jump.

"April is crying, what did you say to her?" Calum asks as he sits next to me.

I only shrug, staying silent. Calum hasn't even noticed that I haven't uttered a word in a week. He runs his hands through his hair and sighs, standing up.

"Well, I'm gonna go talk to her." he kisses the top of my head and goes inside. I don't think Calum would ever hurt April, he loves April so much, almost a if it was his own child.

I stay outside for awhile, just watching the calm water a few yards away. I finally decide to get up and go back inside, it was getting pretty chilly. As soon as I walked through the door I could hear the soft hum of a cell phone.

I turn, seeing Calum's phone buzzing on the table. Looking around to make sure he wasn't near I pick it up.

"Calum? Are you there?" it was Kat. I swallowed hard, what was I supposed to say? Calum had been gone for almost two weeks, he left her for me...

"Calum, please..." she cried, "I know that your pissed at me, but, but this is really important!" I still stayed silent, completely choked up. "Calum! Fuck, he gone! I woke up and Jonathan was gone! S-Someone broke in last night. Goddammit Calum just come back!" she yelled.

My heart completely stopped. Johnathan was kidnapped? Calum didn't even know...would he have even answered the phone?

"Calum I swear to God, if you don't come back I will tell the police exactly what you did to me." her tone was grave.

"Luke? Is that my phone?!" Calum sprints towards me, ripping it from my hands. "Hello? Kat..."

I run out of the room in search for April. She was in her room, playing with her toys. She didn't look happy though, she looked...sad.

"Daddy? I'm sorry. I didn't mean to ask about Fairy, Uncle Cal told me he wasn't going to come back, I'm sorry for making you sad." she hugged me. I squeezed her back.

What did Calum tell her? More importantly, what the hell was Kat talking about?

Im sorry its so short >.<