Damn! I Can Do Errthing Else Except Tell Rae How I Feel' - B Mind Wondered "Fuck Bruh"
"Ian No Ugly Nigga, We Ain't Jits No Mo! Fuck I'm Scared For?!" Tryna Pep Talk Himself
He Grabs A Plastic Ziplock Bag That Reeked A Potent Smell. "How Tf I Lose A Grinder"
Rumbling Through The Papers On The Side Of His Car Door. "I Needa Smoke This Shit Off"
B Plugs The Aux Cord Into His Phone
Scrolled Through A Couple Songs Before Clicking On Emotionally Scarred' -By Lil Baby
" I'm Tired Of Being Tired Of Being Tired
Dat Parta Me Don Died!
I See It, Then I Don't Act Like I'm Blind.
I'm Confident It Won't Be One Of Mine.
I Know Emotions Come With Lies, So I Tell The Truth All The Time'' 🎶
B Wasn't The Type To Express His Feelings, He'll Play Music & Smoke The Pain Away, Before Venting To A Single Soul, He Hid His Feelings For Rae For 10 Years! " I Swea I Hope She Don't See Me Like A Brother! Ian On Nona Dat!"
The Fact That Him & Rae NEVER Spoke About It
Is What Made Him Tense. When You Seen B, You Seen Rae, She Told Him Everything. But He Was Afraid To Confess His Love.
" Prom Coming Up, Grad Bash Coming Up! If It Ain't Me Then Who?!" Brys Said
He Just Knew He Was The Shit!
Aside From Rae, B Cherished Woman, Because He Didn't Get A Chance To Love His Mom, He Lost Her At Birth, It Was Either Him Or Her. So Growing Up He Had No Woman Figure In His Life, Until He Met Rae & Mama Sharon!
Although They Weren't Biologically Related You Couldn't Tell B Mrs.Sharon Wasn't His Mama.
*Outgoing Message*
B: Rae Me & You Gotta Have A Heart To Heart! Hml..
After Erasing The Message.
" What If She Don't Even Like Me"....
" But What If She Do?" Questioning Himself.
Walking To The Kitchen,
"Aye Da! You Ever Liked A Female But Didn't Know How To Tell Her?" - B Asked His Pops
" Yea Son, It Feels Like The Hardest Thing To Do, Letcha Heart Speak For Itself" - Mr. Hicks Replied
"Iono What Love Is Da! I Just Feel It, When It Comes To This Particular Person"
B Leaned Against The Marble Counter.
"Love Is A Attachment, Love Is A Crave, An Unexplainable Emotion! Only YOU Will Know When You Love Someone, I Can Lecture To You All Day About Love.It Doesn't Mean We See Love The Same Son..Tell Rae How You Feel Bryson"
Mr.Hicks Said
At A Loss For Words
" How You Knew Da?"
" You My Son, I Taught You Everything You Know! That's How! I'm Goin To A Business Meeting, I'll Be Back Thursday" - Grabbing His Black Suitcase, Before Walking Out The Door
"SMH! You'n Kno Shit Bout Love, You On Yo 3rd Wife, And You Never Home....You Love You're Job More Than Ya Family" - Sounding Irritated
"Fuck Outta Hea"
His Eyes Were Dull & Empty, He Was So Stuck In His Mind.. He Didn't Hear The Phone Ringing..
* Incoming Call*
"Hello?!"
"Aye B! We Going To The Court Today?!" - JR Asked
"I Might Go Later, Ian Really In The Mood"
"Not In The Mood?? For Basketball?!"
"Which Bitch Gotchu Pussy Whiped!?"
Forgetting B Was All For His Sister, It Wasn't Another Lady In B Site.
"Nobody Bruh" -
" Nigga We Play Basketball Err Friday, Now You Flawing Me Out Lying N Shit!"
It Was Bothering Him To The Point He Changed Up His Daily Routine.
"I'll Be There Nigga, Get Off My Dick! Rae There?!"
" Duhh Dumb Nigga! Where Else She Gone Be?"
" Watch Ya Mouth Pussy! Ima Slide Over There Ina Few" - B Said Facetiously
The Bond B & JR Had Was Odd, But Perfect! If B Rocked Jay Rolled. Jay Always Wanted A Big Brother, He looked Up To Brys. To JR He Was The Ideal Boyfriend For Dez.
"OPEN THE DOOR! It's The Popo!"
B Said
"The Police Don't Even Say Popo Dumb Ass"
Dez Opened Up The Door
"Watch Ya Mouth! Don't Talk To A Real Nigga Like That" - Tryna Stand His Ground
Pushing B Out The Way
"Boy Bye!!! Real Nigga My Ass! What's Up? Where You Been?"
Scratching His Head'
" So What You Implying?! I'm A Fake Nigga?!
I Been At The Crib Chilling,
Looking Down At Rae'
"Slide To The Car Real Quick, Lets Talk About Sum"
You Can Hear His Nerves Getting The Best Of Him.
Rae Looked Lost Asf!
"Uhhhmmm Okay, Lemme Go Get My Slides"
As Rae Was Walking To The Car, B Lit Up A Joint'
That Was Only Way He Was Gone Get It Off His Chest.
B Unlocks The Door, Rae Jumps In-
"Why I Had To Come Way To The Car For Us To Talk?" Dez Gotta Be Complicated
"It's Personal" - B Said Blowing Smoke Out His Mouth
"Okay. I Got All Day!" - Dez Said Getting Slick Out The Mouth
"Rae Ian Good Wit Explaining Myself.."
He Rubbed His Head , Took A Deep Breath
" Sigh"
"I Care Boutchu Rae! Ion Be Wanting A Nigga To Even Walk Yo Way, Let Alone Speak To You, I Been Crushing On You Since The First Day I Met You, We Was 8 Years Old... We 18 Now!"
— B Takes Another Pull Of The Purple Haze He Smoking.
"Ion Wanna Hide My Feelings, Sometimes I Just B Waiting For You To Want Me How I Want You..
But You Never Do.. I Can't Lie, I'm Fucked Up Boutchu Rae"
While B Talking, Dez Is Intrigued
" A Guy Never Sat Her Down And Explained His Feelings Towards Her!
— " And Another Thing, I'm Overprotective Over You Cause I Know What Happen To You When We Was 8! When I Walked In The House & Heard You Crying, I Didn't Know Why... Until He Said
"It Ain't Rape If You Let Me"
I Vowed To Never Let Another Nigga Close Yo You If It Ain't Me Or Jay... Not Even Ya Fuck Ass Daddy" — B Paused To Look At Dez
Dez Face Dropped, She Had No Clue B Knew!
This Is The One Secret She Never Told Anybody Not Even B. Immediately She Broke Down..
"You Knew!? Why You Never Said Anything?"
" That's A Touchy Subject Rae, I Know You Didn't Feel Comfortable Disclosing.
Wiping Her Eyes..
B Walked To Dez Side Of The Car, He Hated When She Cried, It Broke Him Into Pieces Hearing Her Sob..
"Stop Crying Rae"
"B.. I.. " — Dez Starts Boiling
" I Care About You Brys, I'm Scared To Fall For You, You're Too Perfect! My Mama Always Told Me If It's To Good To Be True. Leave It Alone..
I Don't Wanna Lose This Friendship, You Give Me A Reason To Wanna Try.. I Just Don't Wanna Get Hurt B! I'm Tired Of Giving Niggas My All, When Ima Find Somebody That's All About Desirée?!"
" Yeen Gone Jeopardized Nun Rae"
B Leans In For A Kiss
"I Been Bout YOU, When You Gone Realized That.. I'm That Nigga You Looking For"
ČTEŠ
Denial Of Love
Literatura faktuDesirée grew up in a single parent home, no father, he was to into the street life, which led him 15 years behind bars. At the age of 18, she's been through more than a 30 year old, with a little brother who follows her every move, she can only hope...
