𝚆𝚑𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚜

circumvent

Jieun never felt so tired in her life, she never felt so empty eversince her father passed away. At this moment she want to wake up from this dream if not vanish.

Just like what she always do, she run like a coward. One thing is only clear to her

She doesn't want to see him

Let things pass

It was doable during weekend, she lock herself on to her room drowning herself to all the books and even the requirements. Telling her mom, if Taehyung look for her tell him that she was busy and really can't meet him

Because she really can't she doesn't want to be sly to someone who doesn't even love her back

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You could describe Jieun in one word, a mess. Her uniform was not ironed that well, her hair was not comb properly her face was too pale and dark circles are too visible. She was a living ghost, hiding and ignoring everything

Eversince the day start she starts to avoid one person. Thinking of his name made her hate herself.

So all she can do is avoid him

To stop herself from hating him

From hallways, locker room, cafeteria even school ground she turn herself away whenever she can see him or hear his voice. Fck she even skip break to avoid him. She disappears in instant whenever he calls her or even look for her

Gladly she can lock herself up in the club room

The bell rangs, the lecture was done. She fixes her thing. It's lunch and she know anytime he will show. He texted her that he will stop by. He was too guilty, since she lied that she goes back home on herself because of an emergency but in truth. She just hid herself on a abandoned room until they were gone.

She was about to walk away when Suzy grabs her hand “Where are you going?”

“Club room” She said

“Yah, it's lunch time why would you go there?” Jiyeon says,putting her hands on her side. Anytime she will scold her

“I'm not hungry, oh and i have sandwich here” she shows her bag and feign a smile

Jiyeon was about to speak, when they can hear Jimin's voice along with Taehyung and it made her heart beat like crazy again. Like a culprit hiding from the authority.

“I-i have to go” Jieun flinch her hand away and take the back door when Jiyeon block her way

“You're avoiding him right?” Her brows a furrowed it made Jieun look on the floor

“Did something happen? You're acting weird since earlier. Did you two fight?” Her voice raise a little showing she was frustrated from her action

Little did they know, she just wish they just had a fight. So it will not be hard to ignore him. But never in her life Taehyung let her stay mad, he hates it.

“Jieun-ah, something happened right? You're just not acting like yourself”

She clenches her fist, this is what she was avoiding being furious about something nonsense. Because she can't act like that

After all they're were just friends

Raising her head, she just fake another smile “No were not. I'm just not in the mood. Please exc---”

“Jieun noona” That deep voice calling her made her stop. She can her heartbeat once again beating rapidly. Biting her lips off

“I need to go, there's a lot of things we need to finish for today see you both!” she cheerfully said and pushes herself away