𝚆𝚑𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚜

aftermath

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The clock ticks down and it rings through her ears. Trying to create a serene environment where she could think less. Jieun adamantly ignore everyone right now, sitting there in busy cafeteria where it filled with noises but all she can hear is her mind saying 'she should crawl back on her own grave' and her heartbeat that she doesn't even slow down

Because just like then

Aside from the racing heart she only hear how the time ticks down while his soft lips lands on hers.

Little does she know her friends look at her, with grimace faces that judges her action. How she slowly munch her food or didn't even notice she is with them

Suzy even got a chance to steal her dumplings that she hates to share. Jiyeon was finally done with her, she's just really look mess. A real mess, her eyes were droopy as if anytime she can fall asleep. During lectures she get a handful of hit and words from their teachers alongside with Yoongi who sleeps nonchalantly, and mostly she mindlessly stare at nowhere and can't stop touching her lips every other time

"Jieun just what are you doing?" She said with boredom finally said dropping her chopsticks down

"W-what?" she said as she turn her attention to her in slow unsure motion

"Did you even get a sleep? Are you really following Yoongi's footstep?" Suzy laugh only to get a hard nudge from Jiyeon

Jieun didn't even answer, and continue to stare at her food and again touches her lips

"Could you please stop touching your lips, you're freaking me off, anytime now i'll think you have kissed your computer screen agai-" Jiyeon didn't even got a chance to finish what she was trying to say and as if she was burned Jieun grab Jiyeon's hand away from her and shrugs her head

"You're extra weird today, just what the hell did you eat?"

"I'm okay" she sighs deeply and trying to focus on not sleeping again

"Okay my ass, you literally bump your head at the hallway three times, you were agitatedly hiding yourself and your face to any place. You clearly didn't sleep and your dark circles says so and it could threaten any panda right now. So what's okay in that Jieun?" Suzy chuckles as she remember how Jieun hides herself on the men's room when she saw something.

Jieun was itching to tell what happen to her because clearly she was this close in losing her mind. Whenever she mindlessly touches her lips it makes her wanna gag herself from being stupid and processing what happen. Clearly she was up thinking how could she ignore two person at the same time.

But how can she tell it

It wasn't a story to be proud of, firstly she still tries to think any logical reason why that happen. And secondly it's JUNGKOOK for goodness sake it's like kissing a demigod for them

So she decided that she will die with that secret forever

"I was just busy helping my mom-"

Both of them nod their head dumbly, clearly taking it, it knowing Jieun's mom. She was relieved, but her face tell otherwise.

"Hey, are you still ignoring Taehyung?" Suzy seriously said. Thinking maybe it was the one that really bothers Jieun

Jieun shrug, trying to ignore her question. To think of it, Taehyung didn't really get across her mind today not until when suzy mention it.

"He's really doing bad right now in case youy wondering, there's something odd about him. You know he's still the happy and freaking gorgeous kid but during practices his mind was flying elsewhere. He even missed the penalty shot on the last game. Their coach scolds him after that, he even gave him a day to rest"