It was only my heartbeat (bts fanfic)

Chapter 05

                              Teahyung's p.o.v.

I stumbled past the crowd covering my face.
They must have heard what happened at the field.
I walked over to the toilet and stood next to a sink.

I opened the tap and splashed water on my face.
Standing there, I stared at my reflection for a few seconds, remembering what had happened in the infirmary.

Lana's (you) face was so vivid in my head.
That unforgettable scent on her shirt made me drown.
I felt a sudden pump in my heart.

Grabbing my chest, I hit my back to the wall trying to stop my heart.
My eyes shaking , my knees trembling.

I crouched down covering my eyes ,biting my lip and slammed the wall.

"I can't do this anymore.. I don't want to be away from her.."

You punch the wall hard again.

End of  teahyung's p.o.v.~

                                  Your p.o.v.

You drum the tip of your fingers on the table looking out watching a few boys play on the field, humming .

You turn to see the door open.

Teahyung walks in with drooping shoulders and eyes looking down.

You had a feeling something was wrong.
He sits on the chair next to you.

You definitely heard a small sniffle.
You reach out and try to grab his sweater.
He backs away from you.

He stands up and covers his head in frustration and groans.

Your swear you saw a tear fall off his face.

But he dint want to be bothered and so you don't mind it , though you kept glancing towards him

He sits back sniffling again.

You look at him for a few seconds.
The way he held back from crying hurt you.

You couldn't stand it.
You must have hated him from the start of the year but he had never been bad..

It was you that never gave him a chance.

You grab his collar and look into his eyes .

He showed that he was clearly in shock but you dint care and pulled him into your shoulder.
Pushing his head to let him cry on your shoulder.
You hug him tightly.

It was absolute silence .

Until he slowly raised his hand to your back and hugged you.

You feel your shoulder get cold.
You realized that we was crying .

"Teahyung, don't hold it back... cry.. and let it out.. whatever is making you cry..."