loan / taegyu.

diaries.

i will leave a box for you before i die.
find this for your eighteenth birthday, when you finally take over the company.

- sanqi

i saw it. he forced me to watch.
my family in front of me, dead.

i will get my revenge soon.
i love you, beomgyu.

- sanqi

i just wanted to be a normal person.
you're the only good thing that ever happened to me and i am grateful.
without you i might have just gave up easily.

- sanqi

you showed me a drawing today,
your smile was really pretty.
i will remember you forever.

- sanqi

these pages written in a diary that was kept with sanqi when she first lived in the choi household.

she tore the ones she wanted beomgyu to read when he opened the box she left for him.

the rest, no one could find them.

of course no one found the box. it was locked in a cabinet and can only get unlocked with the key sanqi left for beomgyu in a form of a necklace.

"never take off this necklace okay? mommy made it just for you to treasure forever"

"okay mommy ! beomgyu will protect it with his life !"

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your father kidnapped my family.
they are now dead.
i will make sure your father gets the same fate.

- sanqi

i have all the evidence of the choi family's doings.
they are not what they seem.

- sanqi

your uncle tied me to a chair and forced me to watch him rape a girl.
i'm sorry for being helpless.

- sanqi

beomgyu i would never want to hurt you.
you're the most precious to me.
i hope you can get through your life without giving up. it's going to get hard. do not ever give up.

love you.

- sanqi

“ when the time comes , the stars will appear in the sky again, it will shine brighter than any other night. that night, i hope you smile brighter than the stars ”

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