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jack walked on the bus and sat next to me i told him happy birthday and i said im going to take a little brake from social media and he knew why he than told me to have fun at the store and than me and dani left i had to tell my followers i was taking a break for a little while but didnt know how so i just posted this

@glennamusic:if they can leave you so easily they were never really meant for you let them go i cant believe i thought you were the one i hate my self for loving you as much as i do but i guess what ever it was almost 3 years but i had to go and b...

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@glennamusic:if they can leave you so easily they were never really meant for you let them go i cant believe i thought you were the one i hate my self for loving you as much as i do but i guess what ever it was almost 3 years but i had to go and blow it like i always do i cant believe i wanted to raise my child with some one like you and i cant believe i wanted to grow old with you i dont know how i thought you loved me as much as i loved you it was lust it was not love it was never love you put me thru hell and i still called it love you showed me that there are better people in the world and you know i really thought we were going some were but we were in the same spot from were we met i pushed everyone away so i could pull you closer but it was wrong it was fucked up it was fucking hell and im taking a little brake from social media guys im sorry i wont disable my account i just wont post 

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we got to the store and i went to the make up section because i needed to get some new make up i was looking around and i had a fan walk up to me and say

fan; glenna im really sorry to hear about you and eben i love you so much and i would normally ask for a pic but if you dont feel it today than maybe i can get one an other day 

g;you know what i could follow you on instagram and i could send you a pic when i feel better ok

fan; ok 

g;whats your user name 

fan:its @ebenalover4ever 

g;thats a really good username and i can see your name is abby 

a;yep 

g;ok well abby can i have a hug so i can get what i need and get out of this store please

a;yes

i give her a hug and she walks away i get what i needed and cheek out i walk out to the car to were daniel was and i got in we drove back to the buses we get there and i walk on to the bus i sleep on and get into my bed i didnt want to be like this on jacks birthday so i get some wight claw and grab a speaker and go out side i turn my music on and i was the only one out side i sat in the parking lot and listened to the music they walked out all but kerri jeff and violetwho stayed on tour with us. daniels siblings,jc,jacks siblings zachs siblings crawford and his brother christian and everyone else who was on with us on ebens birthday they were not on tour wit us but they did all come to a show or two than leave we cant fit everyone on the bus so thats how it works. they all come out and dance a little bit i laugh with them i didnt drink much of anything i took a sip of the wight claw and didnt touch it after i wasnt feeling it i walked on the bus were kerri jeff and violet was and i sat on a bed and kerri said

k;glenna are you ok right now 

g;ya im fine 

k;well were about to bring everyone thats going home  to the air port did you want to come with us

g;nope i'll be fine

k;ok glenna 

she bent down and kissed me on the forehead and so did jeff violet gave me a big hug and kissed me on the cheek i kissed her on the forehead and hugged her back i knew i wouldent see her for a few months because me and the boys were going around the world kay was coming and kyla was coming eben was going to come but no one knows what is going on with him they all leave and it was just me kay kyla ash and the boys that didnt go so i walked over to the bus and no one else came i cried my self to sleep knowing eben moved on and i havent yet 

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