is it such a sin to want you? skin on skin. girl on girl.
is it such a sin to crave you? bodies intertwined. moving to the rhythm of love.
is it such a sin to desire you? your taste. your smell. your sound.
sometimes i can't possibly believe it is, but then the doubt creeps in. they tell me i can't. i shouldn't. it's not right.
and even if my lover was a boy they'd still condemn it. just wait. stay pure. not yet.
it doesn't make any sense. i feel so conflicted, so confused.
sometimes i am so confident, so sure, so content. and other times i am overcome by shame, uncertainty and disgust.
what am i supposed to do?
will i ever be free from the shame?
