Every night when I turn off my room's lights and lay down the first thing to come in my mind is you.
With my eyes closed and in this darkness I talk to you replay all the moments we have lived and make scenarios that I want to live with you.
Every night when I close my eyes it seems like I can finally feel the wind touching my face and waves of water splashing on my legs I feel like I am floating in the sky between clouds smiling and then I am holding your hand walking on an empty road with so many trees sometimes I am on a boat in a river sometimes I am fishing sometimes I am under water talking with fishes and I can feel all that. I can experience all that in the darkness of my room where I can't see anything not my cupboard or window or walls or the table but the darkness and in that darkness I feel everything from sky to ocean from stars to moon in the darkness of my room I feel you like you are with me I feel all the distance dissolving and I can see you smiling. And I feel free.
