"So weird, I for sure loved you so much
Adapted to you with everything, I wanted to live my life for you
But as I keep doing that I just can't bear the storm inside my heart
The real myself inside the smiling mask, I reveal it entirely"
-Jin of BTS
I had not concluded that I liked DS since the start of senior year. I knew him since 7th grade in middle school, truth be told he liked me during that time and even asked me out. I never had a boyfriend in my life, but he told me he was dared by his brother to ask me out. I really did not see him in that sort of way, but I felt bad for him.
We ended up dating in 7th grade throughout the middle of 8th grade. Keep in mind that this was my first boyfriend, so I did not really feel any sort of love or affection for him. We broke up because we did not really click in any way, I did not feel sad or disappointed I was fine with it.
In the end after this we stayed as friends, fast forward to high school we became best friends and he knew about everything about me. But I did not really see him in a different light until senior year. In this year I saw how he matured and how he cared for not only me but for my friends.
Throughout high school he would make comments on how good I look or stuff a crush would say in the way of "flirting" I wouldn't think much about but would tend to say thank you or something like that.
Honesty I would like to say that I like him, but the thought of only getting rejected or losing one of my good friends is not the way to go. I would like to be with him, in a way we are we can be happy or something but that would never happen.
I would always be the best friend that claims to like someone else, to make me then tell myself that I have feelings for DS.
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🌈⭐️Love Maze🌈⭐️
Teen Fiction🌈⭐️A Classic Love Triangle ⭐️🌈 In where the Girl is in love with more than One boy... Yet not one of them knows the feelings she 🌈⭐️Holds for each of them.⭐️🌈
