mine and mine only // Mattia polibio

chapter one :

Ava's POV:
 
I'm scared , I really am scared last night he.....I started crying in the bathroom

*Flashback to last night*

"Ahhhhh " I screamed while he pulled me by the hair up the stairs
"stop pleasee , ur hurting me! "I shouted my voice craking with every word I tried getting out

He pulled me in his room and threw me on his bed , I tried getting off but when I got up I instantly got hot with the buckle of his belt on my face
I fell to the ground screaming from pain
He started hitting me more an more and I felt scars reopen from the other day

He continued hitting me more shouting , " u worthless bitch " thats why ur mom died died . You were a fucking disappointed!

I kept on screaming an crying  until I blacked out

*flashback over*

I woke up still laying in the floor and my body was in so much pain

I immediately started crying remembering what happened last night

Why....why me.... I thought and tried getting up but instantly fell and cried out of pain

It took me 12 minutes to try an get up an go to the bathroom

I sat on the toilet pot crying
I did...did...not do anything ....why me?!

I got up trying to hold the sink to get up but fell again to the ground

I immediately started crying as I feel all the new scars reopen

I don't want to go to school today but if I don't go he will find out and I will be in even more trouble

I somehow got up and grabbed baggy clothes and a large old hoodie
I did my best to do my hair but my hair always looks shit I looked at myself in the mirror an saw how puffy my face was from crying
I continued looking when I saw the mark on my face from his buckle
I started breaking down and opened the cabinet an took my only friend
Theblade

I sat on the toilet pot again crying an pulled my left hand sleeve up

I counted all the scars on my left arm and it came to 36 , I smilled crying

Well this makes 38

No one cares for me , my mom left us when I was 6 but he always said she past away but  I'm sure she's somewhere . but that's when it all started

He started drinking and shouting at me which he never did when I was 7 he started hitting me almost every night for no reason
When I was 10 he started doing tik so since then a lot of our stuff has been sold so there is barely anything here
Our couches , TV , table, microwave every thing

I only have two outfits that I got from the trash so I'm always wearing the same shit
He doesn't care , no one does
When I was 11.... He started raping me i...I told my only best friend at the time and she told me to tell the head office I disagreed I just couldn't

I'm now 15 and his way worse , he hits me every night for no reason

I got up from the bathroom , checked the time
09:26
"OH SHIT IM FUCKING LATE"! I RUSHED AS FAST AS I CAN

I'm scared

Hey guys
So i know the first chapter might have been shit for u an I'm sorry
Ava is 15 and has been raped,abused by her father