chapter 49 :

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" I dont like that zoe girl " my mom said while pulling out of Alvaro's driveway


" why?"


" she's a bad influence on you "


" look , you dont even know me " I hissed

" I do , you are a sweet girl well...were you loved ice cream and hated when people cussed "

" I'm not a little girl anymore "

" well I miss that ava "

" that was 10 years ago , where tf were you evens....u just left me " I said feeling myself tear up


" you dont fucking swear at me , I'm your mother "


" a real mother won't leave her kid with a monster " I said feeling a tear role down my cheek




" look ava , I was young and selfish "

" like I said , a fuckin- !" I started but was slapped across the face before I could finish , I held my cheek in pain and my vision became blurry



" don't fucking yell at me "
" now , I'm fucking tired of your behavior "




" you s-slapped me "



" and ?" She asked annoyed
" I see why your father hated and abused you "






Sadness was all I felt , what made me think I was finally going to have a happy life .
I thought everything was perfect
But I'm so dumb to think that
She knows what I have been through yet she slapped me
God knows if she will do it again
Maybe its anger
I really dont know
But it hurts
It really does , I really thought my life was going to change
Maybe I was wrong





The car ride was quiet and I tried holding in my tears by breathing deep and blinking fast
I cant show weakness
I won't show weakness




We pulled in our driveway and just by looking at the place it brought a lot of bad memories
But the place outside looked way better , new plants were in
the grass neatly cut , it looked like a perfect house
The ones where the normal families would live




I carried my own bags inside and went straight inside without saying a word to her


I walked inside and saw furniture for once , there was a small tv a coach , microwave a table and chairs

It actually felt homey

I smiled slightly and walked to my room , it looked like it was cleaned but everything was still the same which made me wanted to cry again

That room brought a lot of painful sad memories that I dont even want to talk about


I let my bags down and locked my bedroom door


I dont like her , after that
I dont think I ever will

























































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