it hurts until it doesn't

things are permanent only when you want them to disappear

written: july 11, 2019 (day 2)

it used to be a comfort to me,
knowing that memories will never disappear.
that even when the people are gone,
the memories will stay.

but now,
i want nothing more
than to pour acid on my brain
and burn away the memory of him,

of that,
of it all.

-ISAIDNO