The boss

I love you still❤️

It's been two weeks since shaurya and I last spoke. He Ignored me the whole way from Bali back to Chicago, I felt guilty for accusing him like that, I didn't trust him enough to question him before I concluded.l don't want to be hurt, I love him so much and I am scared he was going to break me one day.

Emily: hey baby.
Oh I forgot to mention my sister has been staying with me for the past two days, reason behind, David was out of town.

Me: hey.

Emily: are you okay?

Me: I guess so

Emily: ain't you going to text him?

Me: not now sis, I am not in the mood for this.

Emily: listen Rinah, I know it's not my place to
           Give you advice right now after what I put you
            Through with aunt. I just want you to know
          That if you guys didn't break up then you guys
           Are still on. So you guys can talk it out instead
          Of ignoring each other.

Me:  wake me up when David is here

I got up from the chair, not wanting to engage in this conversation, but before I climbed the stairs, Emily spoke up again.

Emily: Roshnie has won. She didn't have to put in
        So much effort to separate you, she doesn't even
       Love and care for him you know she just wants
     Come back and waste his time again, she also
     Wants to prove to herself that shaurya will still
     Be down for her despite of how many times she
   Will hurt him,she wants to know if she still has
  Access to him. To her in might be a game, but to
    You guys it ain't, cause you love each other and
  You are going to hurt each other just because your
  Bond ain't that strong. Believe me regret is the worst thing you are ever going to experience, it will
Last a lifetime. Look at me ( tears falling from her eyes) I lost my aunt and my sister because of a man
  That never loved me or once cared for me.

Me: Em please don't cry, you are pregnant please.

Emily: 😭 I hurt you, I hurt my aunt, I failed to
           Protect her at the hands of Mark, look at you.
          You are a whole changed different person, you
        Don't even look up to me anymore, you allowed
     Me to stay here for  2 days but I can see you still
  Keep your distance from me. I am the reason why
    You have your walls up because you don't want to be hurt like I was hurt. Dear sister I am sorry, I am
  Extremely sorry for everything I put you through, I
Am sorry that I was the reason why the person you loved the most was taken away from you, I am sorry that you can't see that shaurya loves you truthfully
Without any doubt. I am going to be a mother, I want to raise my baby like the way aunt raised us.. I promise I am going to take care of my baby with everything  I have. 😭 you are the best little sister anyone can ask for. You are strong and I know you will make the right decision. I will forever love you ♥️

I had never thought that Emily will one day confess her  guilt. I hugged her, she was the only family I had.

Me: I already forgave you. People make mistakes
       Even though most of our mistakes cost us a lot
     Of things.. 🥺♥️be the best mom to your child
      If shaurya wanted us to have a conversation
      He will call or text me..he is the one that is
    Ignoring me not me.so let him come around.

That day, David came to get Emily. But before he left I stopped him.

Me: David can I talk to you for a sec?

David: sure ( David kissed Emily's cheek, then told
        Her to wait in the car) are you okay?

Me: yes I am, David I just wanted to say thank you
      For allowing me to stay in your apartment,
    Thank you so much.. but I can't stay here no more my clothes are at shaurya's house and I have to go back to go get them.

David: you can stay here aslong as you want. I met
           Shaurya today.

Me: you did?

David: yeah, he was at the mall with this other man
           He saw me and came to me. He asked me about you, if you were fine or not. He didn't look good. The dude is stressed out. He told me he has lost you and he is scared to call you cause he thinks you don't want to talk to him anymore .. he doesn't look well. You should go check him out.. his pride and ego will be the death of him.

Me: I guess so thank you. Do you mind dropping me off at his house???

David: not at all , let's go.