Before you go...

VI

I remember you and mom weren't the same after that. We always told her that my bruises were from school , which was expected due to my personality, but those bruises were far more than what could've been caused by falling clumsily at school.

Mom started to suspect you and always watched closely for any new bruises asking me were i got them. I knew she wished they weren't from you so i never told her the truth. She loved you and i didn't want my sorrow to affect her happiness.

You – as i remember – was also cautious after that. You always checked the house twice before you even thought about raising your voice. You weren't scared of mom. No, no. I now understand. You were scared of loosing control over me and Namjoon. It all makes sense now.

Well...before i go tell me father , were you really in love with mum after she gave birth to Namjoon? I need to know. Because she was. I don't want what i endured to be just for a fake love. Please prove me wrong on that one. Im begging you.