Burning Hope (Burn Series #1) [UNDER MAJOR EDITING]

Chapter 12

Natulala ako sa sarili ko. I can't move my body. Nag proprocess pa sa utak ko 'yung nang-yari...

Shit, ano bang ginawa namin?

Hindi ko pa siya ganun kakakilala.

Oh, my gosh, we met for like what? 4 or 5 times lang? I can't believe this.

I was breathing deeply. I can feel his touch on my body, his kisses on my neck, lips, chest, and...hell—down there. Without thinking my hands traveled to my lips. I touched it lightly...I can feel his lips on mine...I can feel his tongue...

Oh, God...he makes me feel like a sex-driven person. I can't give this too much thought! It's just a freaking kiss...or more than that but whatever. I need to act like this isn't a big deal for me.

Tama. Tama.

I'm going to pretend like it's no big deal

Tumango tango ako sa sarili ko habang inisip kung ano ba dapat gawin ko or  ano ba dapat irereact ko...

Kasi naman! It's gonna be too awkward if I ask us to talk about it!...gusto ko magtanong ng kung ano-ano 'e pero...No, that's too embarrassing, baka maaga ako mamatay sa kaba at hiya.

Ugh!

Okay, kalma...kalma lang...yan tama yan...normal lang yan sa age mo. Make out lang yun, walang meaning. You just both desire each other, yun lang yun. Pure lust and desire.

Tama talaga ako....ang kailangan ko ay distraction. Yes, I need to distract myself.

I quickly got up from the couch and headed to the gym—not on our floor but the gym on the 4th floor. As much as possible I want to stay away from him in the meantime.

This gym is less spacious than downstairs. Its color white with a shade of brown, meron 'din itong view ng nature, pinasadya talaga ''to since masarap mag workout kapag peaceful ang paligid.

I changed into my gym attire, kinuha ko 'yung yoga mat at humiga dito.

I just did some poses such as downward dog, plank, chair pose, warrior II, peaceful warrior, triangle pose, bridge pose, and chair pose. I usually do more hardcore yoga pero since medyo masakit parin ang sugat ko, mga low impact lang ang ginawa ko, to release tension lang naman 'e

Even though it's the low impact I was sweating so hard. Pinunasan ko ang mga pawis ko at uminom ng tubig.

Oh, diba, okay na ako. Maayos na ako. Happy na. Stress free.

I was smiling at my smile. Natutuwa ako kasi medyo umayos na ang pag-iisip ko. Hindi na ako nababaliw.

I stayed there for like 10 minutes or so. Nang makaramdamn na ako ng antok at matinding pagod,  inayos ko muna 'yung mga gamit sa gym at bumaba na rin.

I shouldn't be using too much force on my leg 'nga pala. I have dance training tomorrow, shit!

I bit my lip when the realization hit me, baka hindi ako makaattend ng mga training sa susunod na araw hala, malapit na ang inter school dance competition lagot.

I was thinking about how to heal my wound faster while going down the stairs when I suddenly caught a figure outside my door.

Ugh, ano nanaman gusto nito.

His hands are up and gesturing that he was about to knock kaso agad niya 'din ito binawi at binaba.

Pinanood ko siya na nakikipag-talo sa sarili niya kung kakatok ba siya o hindi, he would put his knuckles at my door but will suddenly take it back, he would do it again and again. That went on for like 6 times.