A Miracle (Translated) by peachxvision (Complete)

Chapter 6 - Discernment

I'm having a hard time thinking of what to do.

Yes , I didn't promise Ethan that I'd be going to Sam's debut. But I'll admit , I still have feelings for her—I think. 

Everytime I think of our memories together , it's as if I want to turn back time and stay there forever. But here I am now, having a hard time deciding where to go. 

It would have been better if they would be performing again. If that's the case , making a decision would have been easier. But no. That's her last performance. And the words she says adds up. You're the only I had after three years … so I'm hoping… you could go. 

Crap. I'm having a hard time deciding. 

Time passed by , but still , I can't choose. I did a toss coin, played rock paper scissors with Gerald, blindfolded myself. Every result points out to Sam's debut. 

But I'm still having doubts. 

What the heck Nathan. Where do you really want to go? 

Mary and I always meet. Same thing , I still bring her food. But if there were no kids playing around , there would be awkward silence.

If that happens , I would ask her random questions then I'd tell her stories.

In a few days of having a hard time choosing , I think I've gave out my autobiography. And she just sits there , listening quietly. 

A day before Sam's debut and her play, I asked her personally what would she do if she's having a hard time deciding. 

“Mary, if you're having a hard time making a decision , what do you do?” 

“I ask for a miracle from the heavens.” 

“Like?” 

“say I'm choosing between cookies and cream or rocky road. Because I like both , I'll buy both. And if somebody comes and asks for one of those ice creams, that means, what's left is what's really for me.” 

That was awesome. But… I can't really use that right now. How would I ask for a miracle from aboves? If a storm hits , will the play stop?How about the debut? If that happens , I think they both will. 

what more could I ask for. 

Well , I guess there's nothing I could do. Bah , whatever. 

The next day , I'm still having doubts with my decision. Here's my decision : I'll go drop by Sam's debut and after I've fulfilled my role as an escort, I'll leave and attend the play. I think Cosette - Mary - would take time before she goes on stage. It's just a 30 - minute ride going to that school of arts she mentioned