Candy // SeulRene

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Joohyun's POV

I thought Seulgi was charismatic and a playgirl or something when I saw her just sitting there and thinking but she's such a cutie she stumble alot in her words she looks like light-headed hehehe ow I didn't notice that it's already late I wonder if Seulgi is safe does she had a car?, Is she walking home?. Shit I should have asked her if she wanted a ride since I'm sure Jisoo would be okay with it

"I'm glad that Seulgi got the courage to talk to you, she got her balls now ha?" Jisoo suddenly spoke up which startled me. And WTF does she mean Seulgi having balls?

"What do you mean by balls and how do you know her?"

" idiot *rolling her eyes* I attend my senior year there and she's Wendy's friend you know Chaeyoung's little sister? Well we have hang out sometimes" she didn't answered me about Seulgi having balls!!! Oh well I just ask her by myself tomorrow

"Eh? How come I never met her or knew her before?"

"Ask yourself stupid" she looked at me and stuck her tongue

"Yah Jisoo eyes on the road!" I shouted scared of what might happen

"Geez relax anyway I'm not surprised that you don't know her I mean you can't always go to school and when you can your always with me and my friends" well she had a point I don't have any friends at school since everyone dislike me that's why I always hang out with Jisoo and her friend Jennie, Lisa and Chaeyoung

"Anyway turn on the radio in full volume so we could blast this town" Jisoo said doing the things that she want me to do. she's always like this ordering me to do something for her while she's doing it on her own I don't know why Maybe she wasn't talking to me but herself?

The ride was spent with us singing or more like shouting to Red Velvet and Black Pink's song that was until we reach the gate and the fun ended. Mommy hated loud noises and set a rule about it we have to abide since she's the boss even dad can't disobey her

"How was your day sweetie?"My mother asked as she kiss me on my forehead but it always saddened me when she do it to me but not to Jisoo-unnie.

My parents can't take it that I'll be leaving them soon that's why they made me their world and showered me with so much love and affection and because of that they forgot that Jisoo-unnie also needs them not just me. But I'm too selfish to point it out on my parents. I do love Jisoo but I'm also afraid being left alone so I kept my mouth shut and swallow my guilt

Jisoo excuse herself to go to her room and I told Mommy how my day went after the check up,and having Seulgi as my first friend

"That's good sweetie invite her for dinner one of this days ok?"

"Mommy I just met her today"

"I said one of this day *Mommy emphasize* now go upstairs and get ready for dinner"

"Ok Mommy" I kissed Mommy on the cheek and proceeded to my room and changed

When I'm done changing I walked to Jisoo's room so that we could go to the dining area together. I saw her lying on her bed eyes red. She cried again and I know the reason.

She look at me with her sad eyes and then it turned into a gentle one

"Oh I didn't notice that your here" she smiled.I hate it.

Why are you always like this why won't you snap at me? Tell me you hate me Unnie. I know that you do. because I took Mommy and Daddy away from you but why are you great at hiding it and just show me how you care and love me?. I hate you for that Jisoo-unnie. Please hate me instead because it's killing me how come you love your selfish sister that much?' this is the word that I want to tell her but instead I chose to ignore her feelings

"Well Jisoo you told me to never knock because I'm always allowed to be in here and I'm here to fetch you*I pointed at her.* Let's go eat dinner" you see I can't even call you Unnie anymore and you don't even scold me for that

She hold my hand and lead me to the dining area when we reach the door to the dining area she mumbled something under her breath. Jisoo-unnie said it quietly which I wondered how I heard it cause I really wish that I didn't

"Joohyun why don't you call me unnie again?"

It made my heart ache more. I expected this but I guess the pain really hits different when it's already been said even if I readied myself a long time ago. But what really hurt the most is I have to act like I heard nothing.

My head started hurting. It's getting harder and harder to breathe and I can't hold the pain anymore that is all I remembered until I passed out...