Seulgi found herself following Min Ho to a private hospital and was lead into the cancer department of the hospital. Every step she make get's heavier and heavier as her heart ache and fear started to creep into her.
The two stop at one private room with a name 'Bae Joohyun' engraved. Min Ho told her to wait first. She was waiting anxiously outside the room until the door slides open and the Bae's exited the room. Mrs. Bae looks at Seulgi with a sorry look. All of their eyes looks the same, they all look exhausted and tired from crying.
"We will be back tonight is that enough time for you to talk?" Mrs. Bae ask. Seulgi nodded the Bae's thanks Seulgi for everything that she have done to their maknae.
They walked passed her to go home until Seulgi called out
"Can I stay with her tonight and for the following days?" She asked the couple look at each other. They were hesitant
"Mom, dad can we just let her?" Jisoo ask. The Bae's agreed and let Seulgi do what she wants. That is the only thing that they atleast can do for the younger girl
Seulgi is now standing alone outsides her lover's room. She prepared herself to whatever she's going to see. She slowly opened the door and there is the person that her heart was longing for. Joohyun was sitting there looking outsides the window.
It was only been a weeks but she change a lot. Her perfect body grew thinner, a bag under her perfect eye, her pretty hair started to fall and a tubes connected to her body. The sight have broken Seulgi's heart for thousand of pieces.Joohyun met her eyes
"You promised not to look for me" Joohyun said
"I did but isn't that reverse psychology?...My bad I thought it was." Seulgi smile and walk to the bed
"Seulgi do you know what I have realized when I spend my time with you?" She look at her. Seulgi was just silently waiting for the latter to continue
"Despite time being infinite, my time was limited. My time and yours aren't equal at all. We can't spend it the same way... And I'm so sorry for making you part of my delusion of living a normal life. I have leukemia and I know it eversince I was five... I-I'm sorry for using you* Joohyun held Seulgi's hand* Seulgi I'm setting you free now. You have to go" Joohyun let go of her hand.
Seulgi can't take it any longer she turned her back to Joohyun. Seulgi shed a tears and started to move forward increasing the spaces between her and Joohyun. Joohyun bit her lips suppressing the silent sob and whimper, her heart is breaking watching the back of her lover getting farther and farther. Joohyun look down she can't watch her go
"You know what?.you can't dumped me" Seulgi voice out. She turned to Joohyun again and the latter teary eyes met hers.
"Seulgi it's already hard for me" Joohyun beg
"What?. I mean you can never dump me we're not even together. Eh what is this does Bae Joohyun fantasizing me?" Seulgi teased. And Joohyun crack out a laugh
"A laughing cabbage is better than a sad cabbage. Nevertheless your crying face is really unique. It's quite funny plus that break up speech is really..." Seulgi made a funny face describing Joohyun's speech
"What do you expect it's my first time" Joohyun said and the two laugh together
"Do you have foods I'm hungry?" Seulgi said out of nowhere
"Geez Seulbear. If your going to visit a sick patients you should brought something, you can't just asked them for something because they're sick you know. You have to take care of them not the other way round" Seulgi pout at the girl statement. Joohyun giggles and point at the cabinet that hide a mini refrigerator and some variety of snacks.
Seulgi ate like she was starve for a year. She ate and ate and ate, but it wasn't because of hunger it was because she's still hurting inside and doesn't want it to come out. She munch all the foods inside her mouth hoping for it to digest faster and maybe just maybe, her feelings as well. but that's until she choke and Joohyun have to pat her back
"Eat slowly no one is going to steal it from you" Joohyun said between her giggles
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Seulgi spent her whole day in the hospital. She asked her mom to bring her, her clothes and some sleeping materials.
Mrs.Kang knows that the lovers are hurting even though they acted like they're okay. She wanted to help but doesn't know what to do or say to lessen their pain, she felt useless. When Mrs.Kang handed Seulgi her things she shoots the young lovers an encouraging smile and left
Seulgi took care of Joohyun. The sick girl have grown weaker and weaker. She can't move properly and Seulgi have to helped her. Seulgi would feed her foods and meds. but of course before this they have to argue first and decide who's the boss.
The situation made Seulgi change she doesn't go down anymore. In the past she let Joohyun boss her around but now the tables turned and Seulgi is the new boss. The truth is that's only because Joohyun is weak and doesn't have enough stamina to punch Seulgi
"Such a stubborn Baechu" Seulgi said when they finished arguing about Joohyun taking a bath
"You don't have to help me I can bath myself" Joohyun protested when they're inside the comfort room
"We talked about this already" Seulgi said while helping Joohyun sit on the chair
"I'm going to undress you now okay?" Joohyun slowly nod
"You don't have to be embarrassed I already saw everything" Seulgi emphasized the everything and Joohyun blush
"Aigoo Baechu is shy" Seulgi teased. Seulgi began to undressed Joohyun. As she removes the pieces of clothes on Joohyun her heart tighten. Joohyun's perfect skin now contains a lot of red marks from all the injection that she get. Joohyun notice the long stare and covered her body
"It's ugly isn't?" Joohyun asked. Seulgi smile and uncover Joohyun. She pull Joohyun's hand gently to her lips and plant a kiss on it
"Ani. For me you are still the prettiest"Seulgi said sincerely
After the bath thy argue again cause Joohyun doesn't want Seulgi to help her get dressed
"Your just wasting your energy Baechu. If you don't want me to dressed you then I won't give you your clothes and you have to sleep naked...and you don't want that as I may not control my self and jump unto you" Seulgi warned. Joohyun let out a defeated sigh
"Good now let me dressed you" Seulgi dressed Joohyun and put her to bed
Joohyun ask Seulgi to sing her to sleep and the latter did. The whole weekend was spent like this. The two would joke around and laugh. They avoided all the drama's and tried to spend Joohyun's remaining time with just laughter.
Joohyun want Seulgi to only remember the good ones and forget about the bitter truth, while Seulgi wants Joohyun to go happily and contented. The two work hard to hide they're true emotion
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Candy // SeulRene
Romance"before I go would there be something I could say to lessen your pain?... It pained me how much your mind could make you feel so hopeless" Joohyun broke the comforting silent with her weak voice. Seulgi smiled at her "Nothing. there's nothing that w...
