Candy // SeulRene

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Joohyun friends and family was the one who help her go to the rooftop end send her to Seulgi. Each of them bid their farewell.

"You really are a creative person" Joohyun commented looking around the rooftop that was now turned into a mini beach.

There are mini portable pool at the front and sands are scattered on the floor with a blanket layed on it. Just like their date at the beach. Seulgi help Joohyun sit comfortably on the blanket

"I know right. I'm really good at impressing. I never failed to impress even just my existence empress someone" Seulgi boost. She sat besides Joohyun and the girl put her head on Seulgi's shoulder the latter also rest her head on Joohyun's. They held hand and look at where the sun would rise soon silently wishing for it not show up to start the day and let them stay there, even just for today

"before I go would there be something I could say to lessen your pain?... It pained me how much your mind could make you feel so hopeless" Joohyun broke the silence with her weak voice. Seulgi smiled at her

"Nothing. there's nothing that would stop the pain or lessen it Baechu but don't worry about me. I'll try to get over it" Silence took over again between them

"Seulbear I need to asked you something"

"What is it?"

"If you have given the chance to go back in time would you still want to spend it with me?"

"Of course you silly"

"Even thought you know that I will just leave you?"

"The memories that we spent together meant more than anything else in this lifetime... You're the only thing I know...if I can go back in time I would... So that I could spend it again with you... I would willingly accept the scars that you would leave me soon because it is from you... You are the most beautiful thing that ever happened to my life and I'm thankful for that"The two didn't move from their position and just stayed there silently

"Seulgi-yah... I need you to do me a favor... I won't make you promised but I want you to do it" Joohyun said weakly breaking the comfortable silent between them. The two look at eachother

"I want you to continue living find yourself a lover and do the things that you wanted. I want you to be happy"

Seulgi didn't answer and pulled Joohyun for a kiss. It wasn't the sweet,butterflies in the stomach, romantic kind of a kiss it was more like a long bittersweet goodbye kiss. A kiss that lovers do if they have to surrender what's between them. A kiss that meant goodbye for the both of them it was too beautiful and yet painful kiss.

"Seulgi-yah sing for me" Joohyun said putting her head back on Seulgi's shoulder as their goodbyes ended. Seulgi sing her the song that describe her feelings for the latter Candy by Red Velvet

'What would I have done if I didn't know you?
I'll just laugh over this sad feelings
I'm so happy that I can share this happiness with you
Don't go away, always stay by my side'

Joohyun's breath is getting slower

'Even when I break you, make you mad and push you with my bad temper
I'm so cautious in case you disappear
The person who values you like a jewel is me'

"Seulgi I'm tired" Joohyun mumbled. The already broken Seulgi heard this she bite her lips and force herself to continue singing

'In the window that shines on my desk
In the drawer next to my bed, in my pocket,I want to fill you up
Your sweet eyes,your soft touch
They change me,it's an amazing change'

"Baechu look the sun is rising"Seulgi pointed at the sun but Joohyun already stopped breathing. Seulgi knows but she still continued singing

'When I turn around I only think about you
What do I do if I can't have you in my hands?
You allowed me to whine like this again,it's beautiful'

Tears started to flew from her eyes. She didn't move at all Joohyun's head was still on her shoulder as she continue to sing

'Don't go away, always stay by my side
Even when I break you, make you mad and push you with my bad temper
I'm so cautious in case you disappear
The person who values you like a jewel is me'

It was killing her but she didn't stop

'The faster my heart beats,the faster you wil melt. Like a lie
Forever stay like that. By my side'

'Just a little longer' Seulgi thought

'Don't go away always stay by my side
My smiles come from you
Even when I break you, make you mad and push you with my bad temper
I'm so cautious in case you disappear
The person who values you like a jewel is me'

'I have to finish this for her' Seulgi's painful thought. Her tears didn't stop from flowing but she managed herself not to break down yet.

'Stuck on you by your side, yeah
I'm so cautious in case you disappear
The person who values you like a jewel is me
Stuck on you by your side, yeah
Stuck on you by your side, yeah
Stuck on you by your side, yeah'

She finally finish the song for Joohyun. Like a cue Seulgi broke down. For the first time she allowed her cry to reach everyones ear. For the first time she let other people hear how broken her heart is. For the first time she showed how much Joohyun have hurted her. There are no words that have been said only her cries but the people who heard it already knows what her feelings is.

The new day that supposed to be refreshing was welcomed by Seulgi's loud cry...