Distance

Not mine to keep

I've grown so fond of you these past 5 months
You weren't supposed to climb so deep
into my heart; But you have
And I love you

But the timing is not right.
I am too young,
I still have to make something from my life
No way I can take care of you on my own now.

If only I was older,
my life being in order,
having a stable career,
knowing I could take care of you..

But I'm not older
I can't start my own family now
Not for a few more years
But I wish I could

I will always love you
But you are not mine to keep