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Chapter 15 [Snippets Only]

T/N: For this part, I will be posting only the snippets, not the translation of the entire chapter na ka.

♫ 𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵? ♫

[Snippet 1]

I have no idea for how long I've been staring at Saifah, but the moment we are looking at each other, it cause some feeling to develop and I don't think I'm the only one who experience this feeling because the person before me begin to lean in closer to me.

The next second I realized, our lips are already pressed against each other. 

The kiss he gives to me is soft and gentle. I close my eyes, accepting and feeling Saifah. I tilt my head to a degree where he could kiss me comfortably. 

Right now, I'm not sure why I didn't push Saifah away. Moreover, I let him to suck on my lower lips as if he's thirsty for it. 

The music outside is still loud, which is no different from my heart that pumped hard and harsh. The slender tongue which slips into the mouth is filled with desire. I receive the kiss from Saifah , as if my brain just couldn't think of anything. It turns white as if there's blind spot in it.

Until the time where there's a part my feeling suddenly recall the oath I made with ai'Zol and the fear begin to crawl up my entire heart once again. I'm not sure why I have to be scared like this even though we're now kissing with an extremely pleased feeling. 

However, the anxiety is beyond that I decide to raise my hand and hit Saifah's shoulder, like telling him it's enough.

Saifah agrees to withdraw from my mouth. We share a stare in a way we realise the feeling of hesitation. I don't know what kind of reason should I seek to brush away the confusion and anxiety which begin to form in my mind right now.

It's freaking bad

"You..." I call the person in front of my, with a gentle tone. "Just now, you kiss me , it's because of you are just in the music, right?"

I'm aware that it might not be due to that, but my heart want Saifah to just answer anything which will not happen like the thing I won't accept.

"Saifah"

"..."

"I'm asking right?" Can't you just answer me, please? Let me feel confident that you're just so fascinated by the atmosphere and the music.

Saifah turns his face away from me. 

He presses his lips together as if he's deciding on something, until later, he turns so that we're facing each other. The looks he gives me is filled with imploring sense, as if he's about to tell me his feeling in which boiled in my heart right now.

"It's not Zon"

Why do you have to say it's not?!

"It's not only that..." Saifah acts like someone who's deciding on what he should say. "I..."

"That's enough" However, it's me who forbid him to continue. I stand on my feet. "I think this is enough"

I don't know what I'm scared of. I also don't understand why I have to walk away. I hate myself to act like this. I hate myself for leaving Saifah alone in the room despite my mind which is messed up, where right now it's beyond that.