Stucked in the bed at 4 AM,
Staring at the empty ceiling.
Wond'ring who I am,
When no one else is willing.
Gone are the stars...
In the universe that I dreamt.
Remained are the wars...
Of the past I slept.
What for are the million dreams,
If all of those remains in me.
How will I ever dream,
If no one believed in me.
And now my back against the wall,
And the tears of yesterday is still.
I tried my best and still stood tall,
And wore my mask of steel.
They say, "you never learned"
Yet chains are holding me back.
They say, "what have you earned?"
And I tried to stay intact.
Followed all the medications,
But none of those are working.
Kept the recommendations,
Yet I'm never healing.
If I'm a ticking time bomb,
I wish to explode soon.
In darkness I succumb,
Oh, this will end soon.
