A complicated love story- sumika one shots

If only

Summers POV
Freddy came down the hall I pretend to like him so tomika doesn't know I like her yes I'm a lesbian I never get anything for guys it's her but I can't tell her our friendship is to important
TWO DAYS LATER
She can sing I know I'll ask for lessons and get closer to her yes I tried to learn how to skateboard from her saying it was freddy I just want to get closer to her
1 YEAR LATER
THEY KISSED ugh I hate zack
A FEW MONTHS LATER
Oh no she can't like Freddy I'm trying to support her but it's so fucking hard I feel like crying and I'm dying inside
THE NEXT DAY
Wait he likes me but I like tomika I look at her she smiles god that smile
S: Freddy I-
The bell rang SAVED
THE NEXT DAY
I'm gonna tell her how I feel I went to the classroom but she was so into him my heart broke I walked out after my talk with the principal I spent the rest of the day crying in the janitors closet till I went to class I avoided Freddy I wanted him to not like me I just wanted Mika
Tomikas POV
No one knows this but I've like summer for years god everytime I touch her it likes touching heaven and everytime I see her it's like looking at an angel I was in the recording studio writing a song I just get so nervous around her I've tried supporting her and Freddy but it's hard man
T: Soft touch, warm skin
Nothing like my ex-man
Slowly falling, I don't want a next-man
I've never felt this way before
He never called me beautiful
Like you do, like you do
Now I'm in uncharted water
Territory getting hotter
And I think I like it, I think I like it, 'cause
Only a girl
Knows how a girl feels
Only a girl
Can make me feel this way
It's getting better, nothing like two girls sticking together
Only a girl
Can make me say make me say
Oh ooh oh ooh ooh
I sighed and went back, god it was awful at least she avoided him I sucked up my feelings and told her to go for it on the way to the ice cream place I felt like crying my heart couldn't take anymore I saw the hurt in her eyes when they hugged, that was when my heart basically shattered tears built up in my eyes my knees felt weak and my world was falling apart
T: I have to go
I ran away when I got home I went to my room and locked it I burst out crying it's stupid to think she would like me I'm just a tomboy girl who's never had a boyfriend never shown feelings and just sits there and does nothing she doesn't like me and never will she wants freddy I've never had a guy like me I got my first kiss by accident and now I'm done summer will never love me the way I love her if only she knew how fast my heart beats when I see her I cried more my parents are on a business trip and my brothers are either at college right now or at a friends house so I have no one to comfort me when I heard-
S: Mika
She's always here god why is this love shit so complicated why can't people just be with the ones they like why won't she like me back
T: yeah
S: you ok you looked hurt when we left
T: I'm fine
S: I can't see you but I bet your eyebrows are going up
T: dammit
S: come on let me in
T: go away summer
S: but-
T: please
I heard her leave i plopped down on my bed and looked at pictures of us god I wish she was mine
Summers POV
God I wish she was mine
Summers and Tomikas POV
I love her so much what I wouldn't give to have her like me back I would give her my world my heart and everything just for her to look at me I love her with everything in me and I wish she felt the same way all I want most in the world is to kiss her soft pink lips every birthday wish, every good luck charm and every dandelion it's all for her if only she knew if only she felt the same way I do if only....
Summers POV
I went home why doesn't she like me back why is there something wrong with me
Tomikas POV
Am I to short
Summers POV
Am I too tall
Tomikas POV
To dumb
Summers POV
To smart
Tomikas POV
Does she hate me
Summers POV
I love her does she not like me
Tomikas POV
I know why I'm just some stupid tomboy-
Summers POV
Girly girl who's never done anything I-
Tomikas POV
Can't wait for the day I die-
Summers POV
Cause then I wont have to live with the pain knowing she's not mine
Tomikas POV
I would go to heaven but it's heaven having her in my life but it's hell calling her when she's someone else's knowing-
Summers POV
She doesn't love me like I love her but I can't call her mine I can't-
Tomikas POV
Hold her in her arms
Tomika and summers POV
Ugh I hate this I just wanna kiss her that's it I'm telling her what If she hates me but I can't let her be with someone else it's pain seeing her when she doesn't know my love for her I'm inviting her over
1 HOUR LATER
Summer was at my house/ I was at her house
T: ok imma get right into it I like like you I mean more than a friend ship and I totally get it you like Freddy but I just had to tell you because I've liked you for awhile and you can avoid me and call me names but it was hell seeing you without you knowing and torture seeing you and not calling you mine it's just-
Nobody's POV
Summer saw she wasn't lying she kissed her Tomika kissed back they both felt fireworks and sparks it was the best moment in their life's they never wanted it to end they made out it soon got heated they moaned against each other's mouths and layed down on the floor when they heard someone downstairs they got up and went down
Z: hey
T: (out of breath) hey
L: you girls good
S: (our of breath) never better
F: summer I-
S: oops bye
She raced up the stairs tomika smiled and the guys left they went back to the room and explained everything the fake crush they're thoughts and how exactly alike they were when they were done they leaned in and kissed again summer asked her out Tomika smiled and kissed her AWWWW