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I widen my eyes at my phone, refusing to believe it was actually Kaminari texting me

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I widen my eyes at my phone, refusing to believe it was actually Kaminari texting me. After months of zero contact with him, never knowing what his status was I decided lunch wasn't worth it and sprinted to my room to have some privacy and avoid anyone.

After I make it into my room I slam the door shut and lock it before sitting down onto my bed and opening up my phone again.

Guess who:)

My thumbs are getting ready to type until I have a moment of hesitation. Is this the right thing? I would get into so much trouble just for even opening these messages. Maybe I should go report this to a teacher. I sit in silence minus the sound of my beating heart. I wanted to know.

Jirou: Kaminari?

I did it anyway.

I throw my phone behind me onto my bed and run my hands through my hair, not believing what I had just done. Am I really talking to Kaminari? Is the delusion so bad that I'm convincing myself this isn't just some prank and I should just block this number or get a new one myself?

All that thinking stops when I wear a bzz and I whip my head behind me staring at my phone, waiting for the answer I've been longing to hear. I shakily go to get my phone, my hand stopping before grabbing it anyway and unlocking it. My face immediately drops at the response I get.

Xxx: Hey
Xxx: [image attached]

Holy shit. It really was him. I stay frozen, unsure of what to do next until I see the ... pop up again.

Xxx: Shocking, right?

I rub my eyes, my face starting to twist into an expression I can't describe as I slowly start texting him back.

Jirou: Why are you texting me? Especially now

My shock turns into anger as I begin writing things on impulse.

Jirou: it's been months of just pure agony, wondering how you've been, where you are if you were even alive.

...

Jirou: if what we had was even real.

"You're so stupid Kyoka", I mutter to myself, angry that I possibly just scared him off to the point he won't even text me back thanks to my outburst.

I sigh disappointedly, thinking I ruined my only chance to talk to Kaminari again. I beat myself up over it until the notification prevents me from getting even more lost in my thoughts.

Xxx: I'm sorry
Xxx: I was just scared for you. I heard a lot when down at that school once everyone found out about me
Xxx: Believe me Kyoka, I might've been playing a role but what we did have was not me acting. Ever since that day all I wanted to do was talk to you but I didn't know how to go about it or if it was even a good idea. I just wanted to protect you, I know your dream is becoming a hero even though I think you know what my opinion about heroes is.

Not knowing what to say I just leave him on seen until I see him typing again.

Xxx: you there?

Jirou: uh yeah sorry that was a lot to take in..
Jirou: thanks for caring I guess? Sorry kinda bad at expressing myself.. I don't know what to think of this either.. im sorry for blowing up at you I had a lot of pent up frustration from what happened. I know I shouldn't be talking to you I could ruin my entire future but I think we'll be fine if we just talk like friends, right?

Xxx: friends?

I roll my eyes and feel my face heat up as I go to respond.

Jirou: you know what I meant. It's too awkward to say it directly

Xxx: then let's finish what we started:)

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IM SORRU IF THIS SUCKED I WANTED TO PUT SOMETHING OUT I WILL PROBABLY EDIT LATER <3

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