Naina: Sirf tum ho jisse fark padta hain Sameer! Meri baat suno pehle!
I know I made the decision to part ways but the moment I looked at you today, that moment was enough to tell me I won't be able to do this. Tumhe kya lagta hain ki tumhare bagair main jee lungi? If you need my presence to keep you together, I too need you Sameer. I need you to feel I'm not just breathing but living!
Sameer closed his eyes to calm himself down as a storm of emotions engulfed him all at once. Opening his eyes he said
S: I'm sorry Naina, main gusse mein apne aap par kaabu nahi rakh paya! Tum jaanti ho na, I don't have anyone apart from you. Tum bhi jaane ki baat kar rahi thi, yeh mujhse bardaasht nahi hua! I can't live without you Naina. Please don't break our relationship and go. Please don't break the only bond on which I'm existing! Please don't go. I can't afford to lose you. Please.... don't...go!
Every word from his mouth screamed his vulnerability as well as his need for her. Each word had talons of pain and loneliness which he tried to put out.
Taking his hand in hers, she began walking, taking him as well. Looking on forward, her eyes filled with tears, she said
Naina:
Bahut iraada kiya tha ki iss rishtey ko tod denge hum, magar mehez iss khayal se meri rooh kaamp jaati thi! Aankhon se aasoo behne lagte the aur dard seene mein iss qadar uthta ki cheenkhon ka shor bhi iss dard ki gehrayi ko bayan na kar sakta!
Firstly, I'm not going anywhere leaving you because I cannot live without you either! If you wouldn't have come into my life, I would have long ago succumbed to the mental, physical and emotional tortures done on me! If you wouldn't have come, I wouldn't be here today.
Second thing, I have decided I'm not marrying the person they have chosen for me. Main apne liye ladna chahti hoon. Iss baar main apne liye phaisla lena chahti hoon! Agar woh nahi maane, toh main bhaag aaungi tumhare paas, par main kisi aur se shaadi bilkul nahi karungi!
And hearing her declaration, a wide smile lit up his face. He pulled her into his arms and the two lovers embraced each other, relishing their togetherness which would soon be forever.
Lost in conversation, they didn't realise that they had spent the entire night such till they saw the sun slowly rising in the sky.
Naina:
Rising sun- a new beginning! Like this is the dawn of a new day, our lives shall also see a new dawn of togetherness when we marry tomorrow.
Sameer: You are right Naina. But I'm worried ki main apni meagre income mein tumhe kuch nahi de paunga! Jaanta hoon tum kahogi, saath hain toh sab kuch hain, phir bhi....I need you but I don't have anything to give you..
Naina:
If both of us put in equal efforts, we can make the two ends meet. Aur main kaunsa kisi rajmahal ki pari hoon! I too am living the life of a servant, so mujhe koi problem nahi hogi.
Sameer, zindagi jeene ke liye na, bas zaroorat ki cheezein, ek doosre ka saath aur dher saara pyaar hi kaafi hain. Everything else is secondary. Yahi basic difference hain between needs and aspirations. If we work hard, we will earn enough and maybe one day, we can go towards fulfilling our aspirations. But for now, let's focus on our needs.
Sameer: Sahi kaha tumne. Pata nahi tum har cheez kaise alag nazariye se dekh leti ho. You always see the positive part of everything. How do you do it? You are perfect meri jaan!
Naina: ( shaking her head in a no) No Sameer, am not perfect! Agar itni hi acchi hoti, toh pehle humare rishtey ko dekhti, naa ki use todne ka decision leti!
Sameer: Galti sabse hoti hain Jaan par mere liye tum meri perfect life partner ho! I love you!
Naina: I love you too!
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That one walk paved way for conveying of feelings, thus preventing unnecessary misunderstandings and destruction of relationships.
Kabhi kabhi lafzon ka istamal zaroori hain
Kyunki lafz kai baar khamoshi se zyaada bayan karte hain
Kyunki khamoshi mein kabhi kabhi kai raaz palte hain
Khamoshi ko aawaz dene se mat katrao
Khulke jazbaaton ko lafz dekar batao
Kai baar pyaar ko jatana bhi zaroori hain
Kyunki kai baar mohhabat ko lafzon ki zaroorat bhi pad jaati hain
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Hey guys,
Actually wanted to have this conversation kind of thing between Samaina. Hope I did atleast 50% justice to the concept taken. This viral fever has got me really frustrated. I'm interested in practically nothing nowadays. 🙄😒
Anyways, enough of my cribbing.
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Pratyu
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FanfictionThis is a collection of TS and/or OS on Samaina and Ashdeep, inspired by the concept of twin flames. These writings are based on the notion of "meant to be". Its a collection, so has different stories, but highlighting the concept of soulmates and d...
