Unkown person..

Chapter 14: It hides inside..

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Izuku pov..
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I got left behind when all my classmates we're the first one who entered the class
Suddenly backed away..when i saw the stairs up to the rooftop..
But then..uraraka tapped my back..
“Deku-kun..are you okay??”
“yes i am ochaco-chan,you go ahead..ill..stay here for a minute..”
“Ok,if you say so deku-kun...”
“mhmm..”
Uraraka then disappeared with the crowds..i got up to the roof top to ..
Have some fresh air into my lungs..

“its nice to breath and be alone and get comfortable somehow..”

I sat down behind the fence..
I wasn't really scared...
Becouse there's space..

“I can stop smiling now..right?”
“im scared..”
“i miss you both..”
My 'smile' suddenly dropped..
I suppose i couldn't call that a..

'smile'

'When i really didn't really feel happy..
Its a shame,that mom had me..
But then left me..
Then theres come dad..
But left me..
Even though he abused me and left me with another girl..
I still miss you both..
How are you guys doing to day...'

'Are you guys smiling?'

'When im not..'

'Do you guys think of me?'

'Like i think of you every night..that i
Cant even fall asleep..?'

'Are you guys laughing?'

'While im crying...'

'Do you guys even care for me..?'

'Why did you guys left me..'

'Why did you decided to give up..mom?..
I thought..we will be strong together forever..'

'I thought you wouldn't replace mom..dad?..
I thought you promised her that you'll be by her side!..'

'When you swore on your wedding....
That you'll never ever'

'GONNA LEAVE HER!'

'US!'

'YOUR FAMILY!'

'BUT WHY DID YOU LEFT ME!?'

'....'

'You could've said that you didnt want me..'

'You could've killed me..'

'Kacchan was right..'

'Kacchan know me..'

'Wait'

'Kacchan bullied me for years..'

'But..'

'He didnt left me.'

'LIKE YOU DID DAD!..'

'AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH!?..'

'DID I LACK OF ENERGY!?'

'WAS I TOO UGLY!?'

'WAS I TOO FAT!'

'WAS I TOO SHORT!'

'OR IS IT BECOUSE I WAS QUIRK LESS BEFORE!!!...'

'I was a late bloomer dad..'

'You could've waited..'

"YOU PROMISED MOM THAT YOU WOULD'NT GIVE UP ON US!!!!!!!"...

'i know mom gave up on both of us..
But dad..im still here..but you didnt care..you got fooled..im still a half of her..mom..'

'you were suppose to love me more than anything..'

'im wanna die but im scared..'

'i wanna cut .. But im scared that everyone will find out!'

'i have insomnia..insecurities..and so much disorders and phobias and mental health's..'

'i got traumatized when you left me..when you..got away with her..'

'your mistress..'

I cried so many tears that every one heard becouse i was screaming and mumbling the thoughts i said..

I was trembling..i really wanted to jump..but eraser came up to me and pulled me back...

“~ARE YOU OKAY!?~”

I suddenly blacked out..

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That was sad..
Lol bye😂

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