How many people have you killed?
If you count Qi Lei , Forthy-nine.
You remember everyone of them?
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How many people have been saved?
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You don't remember, right?
In fact, I sometimes doubt what I do is right or wrong, but we are policemen . Sometimes there is no way to think so clearly. I remember seeing my dad as a policeman, I felt it very powerful, until once . A worker stabbed his wife of shop-owner with a knife ,That was a pregnant woman blood has come out of her neck . My dad shot him and save that woman, but what about the worker's wife? What about children ? What wrong with them ? Then I asked my dad I said, "Dad have you ever regretted shooting?" My dad said no. If you let him do it again, he would still shoot , because he was a policeman. From that time on , I realized to be a policeman, you have to kill people in order to save people sometimes. Isn't it ironic?
The most ironic part is you don't have to kill to save people, but knowing you're going to kill someone to save people. I really envy you for having a good father.
S.C.I
