Even after years,
It's hard to move on.
Time ticks away,
Second by second,
And I still find myself thinking of you.
I made mistakes.
I was young.
I didn't know how to love,
I only knew how to hurt.
If you would let me now,
I would love you,
And I would love you forever.
No one ever taught us how to love,
And no one ever taught us how to move on.
I'm constantly haunted by mistakes,
Wondering what I could have done differently.
I could try now,
To fix them,
But would it work?
I wish I had left you before I had hurt you,
So that at least we would have more good memories than bad.
My friends don't understand
how after all this time,
I still love you,
And yet,
I can't tell you.
I've gotten used to the loneliness,
That ache,
And I can't heal it,
Because I keep saying I'm not hurt.
Or maybe I like the pain
Because I deserve it.
Maybe one day you'll give me another chance,
And maybe we can try again.
Or maybe I have to accept
That some people can only live in my heart, and not my life.
With every second,
I still think of you.
I miss you.
But I must move on.
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My Poetry Book
שיריםIn this book is a collection of poems that I may have personally written, or they may be from a published author. If they are from a published author or from the internet, all credit goes to them. I hope you enjoy these!
