If Only | Tododeku

new book?

i apologise in advance for the terrible grammar this is how i text lol i promise ill do better actually writing

im gonna try and keep this short

anyway hey guys lol. if you havent noticed i have pretty much abandoned this story and im so sorry about that. as you (should) know, corona happened around that time, and i honestly forgot about it with everything going on. also i already said this in a comment, but i started highschool and things are really hectic right now. i almost got kicked out of my sociology class because im so behind rn, so im trying to catch up.

that being said, ive actually been thinking about rewriting this story/starting over. the only reason i didn't act on it was because i thought nobody would read it. i havent been on wattpad in awhile (ao3 baby) but i still do get notifications, and lemme tell u they mean a lot !!! i got a comment asking about the next chap and that helped me realize there actually are still people reading this haha. so comment if you would like me to rewrite this!!! id be happy to if i knew there are people still here that would read it.

to be clear, i wont be continuing this one in particular. i havent even reread it yet bc cringe, but there are a lot of things i know i would change just from my memory of if. but i will still keep the same theme and everything! just written differently. as i also said in a comment, i haven't written much since this, so i probably haven't improved much anyway. but i do think i would do better just because ive read more stuff and ive seen a lot of tips online. (or so i hope)

also, i wont be able to start this for a couple months. im still really behind in school, and thats my priority right now. i hope you can understand! (unfortunately for me im not in 6th grade anymore and cant get away with staying up until 4 am every night reading fanfiction)

but (ik gross self promotion) im much more active on my instagram, if you want to see my art! im not the best artist, and if you scroll down you will see a huge difference, but i like to think im constantly improving! :) or at least trying to lol. i started out more original art, but im slowly evolving into a fanart (aka mostly tododeku) account, so if you wanna see that then go ahead and follow my insta @ lonely_dahlia !

i swear im not trying to be one of those people, i just thought itd be better for the people actually interested in this if they could see some tododeku fanart as well. (and especially on my story i mention a ton of tododeku lol as of rn i went on like a 300 word rant so its a normal thing).

BUT ANYWAY i don't want to get too off track. please comment if youd read it if i made a new story based on this in the future!! ill try my best to reply!