M O N A M O U R

• innocent •

"Ugh... Yes! Oh, fuck baby!"

He moaned while jerking himself inside the bathroom. He tried to be as quiet as possible so that his girlfriend wouldn't know what he's doing.

"Jennie-ahh..."

He closed his eyes and bit his lips as he started to reach his high. He jerked faster while imagining that it's his girlfriend's mouth that is wrapped around his cock.

"Shit!"

With one last stroke, he cum all over the place. He let his head fall back as he chase his breath. He then stood up and take a shower.

Once he was done, he went out wearing just a boxer. He halted when his eyes landed on his girlfriend sitting on the bed while reading something.

She noticed his presence and looked up. She gulped and looked away which was clearly noticed by him.

Fuck! Did she heard him?

He heaved a deep sighed and mess his hair before walking towards her. He doesn't want her to feel awkward around him, he doesn't want her to think that he's just after her body.

"Jen... Are you mad at me?"

He gently asked while slowly wrapping his arms around her tiny waist pulling her closer to his chest. He felt her body stiffened.

Her breathe hitched as she slowly put down the book on their side table. She relaxed herself on his hold and turned to him with a slight smile on her lips.

"No... Why would I, Chim?"

She asked gently making him feel a bit guilty. He feel guilty that he's secretly using her for his pleasure. She's just so innocent that he can't bring himself to touch her.

He remember that day where she told him that she's not yet ready when he tried to make love with her. She's not yet ready so he have to respect that and wait for her. He doesn't want to force her to something that she's not yet ready. So he ends up pleasuring himself whenever Jennie will unintentionally make him turned on.

It's not easy. Like at least three times a week, a dirty thought will come to his mind. Her simple actions can easily wake his junior up, she's just simply sexy and hot.

It's difficult for him to keep his hand to himself sometimes.

He furrowed his brows when he heard her silent sobs. He made her turned to him but she covers her face with her palms.

"Why are you crying, doll?"

He asked gently and removed her hands to get a better look on her face. She stared back to his with her glossy eyes.

"I-I'm scared that y-you'll l-leave me."

She hiccupped before covering her face and burst in another set of tears. His eyes softened and gently carried her to sat her on his lap and kissing her forehead gently.

"Why would you think something like that, hmm?"

He cupped her cheeks and stared deeply on her glossy eyes.

"Because I can't give you your needs as a man and I'm scared that you'll find that in other woman and leave me-"

"Shut up."

He said sternly and gripped on her waist firmly. He furrowed his brows while looking down at her. She cried silently while lowering her head, can't seem to look at him directly in the eyes.

"We don't need to get in bed to get the pleasure I want, just being with you is already a pleasure."

She was speechless while staring at his sincere eyes. She doesn't know what to say so she just capture his lips, he respond softly pushing her closer as she wrapped her arms around his neck.