Forever and Always (Book 2)

Forever and Always II - CHAPTER 7

"F*CK!" malutong na mura galing sa bibig ni Alex matapos pabalibag na isinara ang pinto ng silid. He f*ckin' lost control! He promised himself he won't touch Pepper. Isinumpa niyang hindi niya hahawakan kahit dulo ng daliri nito. Pero ano? Ang magaling niyang kamay, hinawakan lahat ng parte ng katawan ng asawa! Lahat! Pati ang... Pati ang... Napamura siya ulit nang maalala kung saan huling dumapo ang palad niya. Gahibla na lang ang pagpipigil niya.

How could he forget he hated her? He even loathed being near her! It disgusts him thinking that other man had ravished her body. But what the hell did he just do? He acted like a freakin' sex-starved maniac! He almost ravished her, too!

Napahilamos siya sa mukha. His wife's naked body seemed to be glued on his mind. Her whimpers kept playing on his head. Napasabunot siya sa sariling buhok. He needs a shower. He needs a cold shower. No, he needs a damn freezing shower!

Why the hell is his body drawn into her like a moth to fire?

"Stupid!" sigaw niya sa sarili.
He tried to get her off his mind but he could still feel the softness and warmth of her skin. He could still smell her sweet scent that makes him hard as steel. You are doomed! Definitely doomed! sigaw ng utak niya.

She was wearing a sinful lingerie! anang isang bahagi ng isipan. That was all he could think of. Any man would lose his mind at the sight of any woman wearing that see through lace. Her perfect curves against that lace could make any man lose control. She looked gorgeous with her hair that looked on fire. She was smoking hot. With that lovely innocent face giving him a subtle seductive smile, how can he refuse? He isn't a saint! And the atmosphere of this f*ckin' apartment! The lights were dimmed, the candlelight, the music, the scent of lavender, the warmth from the fireplace, every f*cking thing makes him want to ravish her.

"Do you want me to wear nothing?" tila naririnig pa niya ang boses nito. And the seductive way she looked at him. That made him lose his sanity. It literally took his breath and the ability to think rationally. Hindi niya napigilan ang sariling damhin ang katawan nito. He could have f*cked her hard. Yes, not make love but f*ck. Oh, he would love to f*ck her without mercy. He wouldn't have stopped until he is satisfied up to the last drop.
He groaned as he felt the pain in his groin. He needs that f*cking shower now! Napatingin siya sa pintuan ng silid nilang mag-asawa. No, he can't take a shower here. Not if that temptress is in his bed.

Ipinilig niya uli ang ulo nang tila may bumubulong sa tenga niya na bumalik sa silid at ituloy ang naudlot na kapusukan. He felt hot. Nasusunog na yata ang katawan niya. Umiling siya ng mariin. Kinuha niya ang coat at nagsuot ng boots at nagmamadaling lumabas ng apartment bago pa maisipan niyang bumalik sa silid nilang mag-asawa at makalimutang buntis ito. F*ck! Why do pregnant women had to be horny? palatak ng isip.

The freezing wind made him a little at ease. He can't let this happen. He can't let her affect him in any way. He can't screw up his own plans just because he is lusting for his own wife! But he can't deny the sexual tension between them that seems to intensify each time they are together. Now it desperately needs release. Umiling siya ulit. It was clear that she was seducing him. At gago naman siyang bumigay agad. What was she trying to prove now? Na kaya siya nitong paikutin sa mga palad nito? Damn that woman! He is so done with her manipulating schemes! He can't let her control him again. But, damn! How had he become so weak? He can't even touch other women because of her!

"Stupid!" sigaw niya ulit sa sarili at binilisan ang paglakad. The cold wind on his face helped tone down his raging desire for his wife. Maybe he won't need that freezing shower. Because he is already freezing cold!

Yesterday he did great. He was certain that he had hurt her. He saw the pain in her eyes when she saw him with Heather. But he felt uneasy after she left thinking he was cheating on her because he was not! Heather is one of his clients. Though she was very vocal that she liked him, he never mixed business with pleasure. Heather is an uprising model and she wants him to do the photoshoot for her portfolio. He had been working from one job to another because he had to earn more to support Gwen and Pepper. It was a meeting for the details of her photoshoot. He almost lost the job after Gwen made a scene while his wife seemed to be too shocked to move. He didn't owe her any explanation but he could not deny the stirring guilt inside him that was slowly eating him.