The Past Behind Those Windows Of Eyes (In Serious And Lazy Editing)

Chapter Five: Resolution... Their Last? Quarrel Pt. Ⅱ

Hinata, Shouyo's POV:

"Oh! And, by the way. . . You all are. . . right. I am that Hinata Shouyo you all speak of! It is a flutter that you all still remember this dear /faker/ and /liar's/ name. . ." I purred, turning my head side-ways just to see their reactions. "And. . . Please do remember that during that one year we all spent together. . . My sincere, earnest, and actual loving self is nothing like that naïve, and oblivious tangerine that you all knew and. . . loved. . . To tell the truth. . . I lied about myself the whole year, so. . . I apologize, and you all. . . Are not forgiven. . ."

I turned my back on them, walking away as I smirk. Other than that, my eyes also became watery. I knew that I could not handle the pressure, but I just felt the need to say those. . .

They did deserve that.

After getting at a good distance from them that is very, very far — I then ran.

Running to trees and bushes until I ran out of breath. Stopping behind a building, I slid down its wall as I couldn't handle stopping my tears anymore. It then slid down like a fountain.

I just sometimes wished that I could just shut my emotions out. . . That is better than me. . . being annoying. . .

Sobbing, I wiped my tears that are still continuously pouring down my face. Leaning my head onto the stone, cold wall, I thought. . .

I hope everything will be fine. . .

I hope brother will be fine. . .

And. . .

I hope that I would /not/ be fine as punishment for the things I caused. . .

(This just does not make any sense- But nevermind it- I do not really know what to put here.)

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After crying my eyes out, I finally wiped my last flowing tears.

I stood up from the ground as I fixed myself, not wanting to appear messy and. . . Showing them that I have cried. I would not want that. . . That would count as weakness. And I. . . Should not show any weaknesses. . . ! Grandfather would be disappointed if he knows about this. . . I thought, clenching my fists as I bit my lip.

I calmed myself down and regained my mind. I put up a serious look, breathing a deep-breath as I let it all out. I clenched my fists into a ball, not too tight for it to hurt as I went away. Walking rapidly as I make my way back.

I mean. . . Just because they are there does not mean my cousin and my childhood friend would be like them. The two are completely different than anyone else that I know in here.

Stepping foot in the area, I eyed them. Groaning as I saw them still there; sitting and standing everywhere. I arrived in front of them all, ignoring them as I went to the two best people I know that is in the area near me as I chat with them.

But.

With them staring daggers at me, how could I focus? And. . . I only regained a percent of my patience. . . So. . .

I snapped. . .

"What are you lot looking at? Do you need something." I rolled my eyes, glaring at them, too, as I put both my hands on my hips.

My lips that were in a form of a line not a minute ago became a frown as I did not get any answers from them others other than the stupid silence that is surrounding the atmosphere.