Vampire Diaries, Little Human

Ch. 41 "problems"

Sammie POV

Lately I've been having terrible headaches, not the my head hurts kind but the kind where with every fiber of your being you try to ease the pain
But it doesn't it just gets worse you have trouble concentrating, little bits of voices make it worse
But I didn't tell dad, he reeled into me after hugging Katherine and calling her mom,
He said and I quote
"She is not a good mother figure,"
Yeah well I'm still gonna call her mom, I thought
Minus the headaches I'm having nose bleeds I don't understand what is happening,
On the up side I haven't sucked any magic from anybody thanks too the bracelet but I cant help feel a bite fatigued from it sometimes
But again I'm not telling anyone ,
Everyone has so much worse problems than having to worry about a girl with a power she doesn't understand who just craves to be a normal kid,
I guess I didn't expect any less I was born into a world of chaos, so stands to reason I am chaos,
My life is chaos,
And there is nothing I can do to change that fact that I'm officially a damaged child thanks to my real mom,
I'm at my favorite spot with my back in the tall grass my hands behind my head, yeah I totally snuck out at the crack ass of dawn with out dad's or my Uncle's knowledge,
Yeah, I never learn I guess,
I have my hands behind my head with my eyes closed I feel a light breeze going and it just makes it that more relaxing,
And yet I just cant seem to stop worrying,
From the headaches and nose bleeds,
To dreaming about a dreamy man named Kai,
In my dream nothing happens we just walk and talk it is weird, it's a dream but it feels so real,
He asks me about my life, which no one really asked me about before, he tells me I'm funny, but he also says he can relate to my previous life,
He also tells me about him and his life, how just because of something he possess his family practically sunned him and treated him poorly,
But most importantly Kai even though he is a man in a dream, he makes everything feel alright, like everything will work out, and he makes me feel special in a crazy way,
And when we touch it feels so real, and even when I have doubt especially in myself, he always reassures me,
In his words he says
Faith is a blue bird you see from afar, it's for real and sure as the evening star, you can't touch it or buy it or wrap it up tight, but it's there just the same making things turn out right" he says
He has his forehead pressed against mine and before I say anything I wake up
I just wonder why I keep dreaming about him, is he in trouble or does it mean more I thought
Then I see shade coast over my closed eyes,
I open them slowly,
I see dad standing over me,
"You young lady, you and me need to talk," He said not looking happy
Oh boy, I thought