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TW!!!: SUICIDE ATTEMPT AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS

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I struggled to get a foot hold on the tree. I was finally doing it. Killing myself, Suicide, offing myself, whatever you wanna call it.

I wish I could say that people will be sad, but in all honesty, they'll probably be glad. Cynthia won't have to spend so much money on me anymore, and Larry won't have to yell so much. Zoe will finally be an only child. She'll finally get the attention she deserves. Zoe. I love her so much, but she fucking hates me. I hope she likes my gift.

Climbing to the top, I looked at the sun, which was rising above the houses. Soon it would be in the middle of the sky. It was beautiful. I don't deserve this world. This beautiful world is too good for me. Taking a breath, I jumped.

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Why is it that I love writing the suicide attempt and self harm scenes? Taking my sadness out on my characters? Never! (I'm fine I swear)

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