Chapter One: Who Is Me?

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Denki Kaminari.

It never did feel right.

Never felt like me.

The way I'd internally cringe in discomfort when someone called me by it.

Or the way I struggled to say it out loud.

It's just not me.

Who the hell is me then?

I looked myself in the mirror noticing my every masculine feature.

Is this really my body?

I groan in frustration, leaning my elbows down on the bathroom sink.

It doesn't feel like me.

I don't want this to be me.

Returning to my previous position I trail my hands from my collarbone, down my flat chest and to the line of my trousers.

This can't be me...

I need a new me.

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Laying on my front, propped up by my elbows, I turn on my phone, the bright screen blinding my eyes from the previously dark room.

'Not feeling you are really you' I typed.

Depersonalisation? No. That's not it.

'Wrong body' I tried once more.

Mermaids? Definitely not it.

Transgender...?

I clicked on the website link.

Male to female..?

Could I be a female..?

I get up from my resting position, looking down on my body. Once again, I place my hands on my chest, feeling my shirt get patted down to meet my flat body. I inhale deeply before grabbing a random cloth from my dorm room floor, stuffing it up my shirt to form a bump. I continue to reshape it around my chest, creating two bumps where a woman's chest would be. I look down at myself once again.

It feels... somewhat... right.

It can't be?

I can't be female...

Could I?

I run my hands over the bumps, inhaling deeply once again.

Could it be because I like women..?

No... I'm not getting excited...

I don't feel... perverted.

I feel... me?

A sudden knock on my door shook my thoughts, snatching the cloth from under my shirt almost instantly.

"Kami?" Called the familiar voice of my friend Sero.

"Yeah, yeah, coming." I called out loud enough for him to hear me through the door as I make my way towards it. Turning the knob on the door, I swing it open slowly, revealing my close friend.

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