Love Me Like You Do: Ellie Goulding

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"You're the cure/ You're the pain// You're the only thing I wanna touch// 

Never knew that it could mean so much," Remember when you had that crush on that blonde girl at church? I remember the other boys were making fun of you, and you felt upset and angry. I remember running and finding you by the staircase crying, and the pain I felt when I saw your tears. I sat by you, reassuring you that she'll come around, that maybe she'll like you in the future. What you may not remember is me walking away and going into my parent's car. I cried on my cousin's shoulder for what seemed like hours. You don't know the feelings I've had for you, though they've been with me for so long. They were the only thing close to what could be you that I could have, so I welcomed them. You have made me feel pain from watching you cry for someone else, I wish it were me that you were crying for. The pain of knowing that you will never look at me as more than just a friend is a punch in reality. You make me feel elated. You make me love you like a fool. 

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