"I know if I'm haunting you//You must be haunting me."
It has been exactly 8 months since the last time I saw you (written in 2015). Coincidentally we both were at the same wedding. I sat across from where your family was seated on the other side of the room. We didn't talk as much, but there were words exchanged. You seemed happy, I noticed that. You looked good, you always did, your face never changed, and still held its boyish look. A month later, my mother told me you and your family were moving to Texas. I was shocked because you didn't mentioned it at the wedding, but why should I be. We weren't part of each other's lives anymore. Our chapter had ended. I guess what hurt me was that you didn't bother saying goodbye. I wonder if that was the case from the beginning, you held this importance in my life, but for you I was just any other girl.
No contact since. It surprises me that you're still locked in my mind. I was hoping to have forgotten about you, but honestly I can't. I haven't spoken to you since August, so why are you still haunting my thoughts?
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To Never Have At All: Love is a Mix Tape
RomanceWe're supposed to compose a playlist for someone that we love. Unfortunately, we can only write about one person, so I chose the first boy I've loved. (Music is not mine, I have 0 musical talent lol)
